We are dealing with bald headed short fat four eyed pigs tonight
Monday, October 22, 2018
It is a sexual assault and I knew they were going to do something because I want the information from the different agencies under the Freedom of Information Act so they decided to make a great big orgy one person on a Barm another person on another person on them and they thought that this would really turn them on and they would be able to convince me that I didn't want to do that. Guess what assholes I'm doing it now
Wednesday, October 17, 2018
Back to the handheld what appears to be some type of weapon that is beaming what feels like needle Pricks to my private area. So when I close my eyes I saw this man in this white shirt holding this gadget he was a bald-headed glasses and of course he was getting his morning jollies off. I don't know what they think they're trying to change in me but I hope the assholes understand that I don't believe a word they say I don't trust them I consider them rapist pedophiles and I will never trust them ever. They do not speak the truth they do evil things and imagine little children getting this treatment because they do. This is America where we're supposed to live as free people but we have the CIA program trying to make slaves of everyone. This is a sick Society group and the only hope I have is that their loved ones and their children and grandchildren suffer as they make other people suffer.
Monday, October 15, 2018
Once again I tried to sit on the couch or lay on the couch to watch a movie and the voice it sounds like Jeremy decided that he was going to harass me as usual I don't know what the hell he was saying but I woke up to hit his voice. Of course I have pin Pricks all through my private area and I knew that they were trying to change my mind on something or trying to get me to do something. These are tough times and when you have perverts that work for our government feeling that your rights don't matter in this country and only their rights to the papers with their stories.
Friday, October 12, 2018
Last night they use what I call virtual reality to make me think that I was playing with myself. At the end the show me this book and these were the words that I was supposed to say when I climaxed. A sexual assault is a sexual assault regardless of how it's done. Virtual reality sexual assault are the same as the real thing. The men and women who participate in this stuff show their character or lack of every single time they pull these tricks on us women and children. I think it's important that we all when you are sexually assaulted call the virtual reality sexual assault and complain to your Senator that's what I plan to do today to send him some copies of some papers and a letter telling him what virtual sexual assault are and how real they are to the victims and the lasting effects of a virtual sexual assault. I was raped it wasn't a virtual rape it was a real rape while I was watching the news and they use this weapon and microwaves to imitate a rape actually couldn't move my legs and they called me filthy dirty names while they did it. They did this for 3 days and the fourth day they started and then I ended up in a pool of blood and they stopped. It is time for our Senators to get off their butts and do something for the people who are being victimized by the NSA or any other agency that is using technology weather its military or FBI or CIA and stop the abuse s.
Wednesday, October 10, 2018
It seems that every Tuesday night that my purse you sleep deprivation so that I am so tired during the day. Or tonight is Wednesday let's see what games they play because it usually goes like sleep deprivation then torture then quiet for a few days and then back to the b*******
Tuesday, October 09, 2018
I read the article in the New York Times about the microwaves and Cuba. It showed that there was some brain damage to these people who are attacked. I'm wondering if the increase in Alzheimer's may have something to do with what they are doing. There has also been an increase in brain cancer. You can't sit down and watch TV because they're going to knock you out so they can screw with your head. They will either then play with your private areas send something up your butt up your nose or any other cavity they can find. You would think that men and women would act like men and women but instead they act like the perverts that they definitely have to be.
Friday, October 05, 2018
When you become the government whores victim or Target they will burn your private area all night long they will send air up your rectum they will send air up your nose down your throat in your belly button. They will give you virtual reality p*** every chance they get and sexual assaults are common. Tonight is no different the minute I put my head on the pillow they started the burning on my private area the Shadows going across my ceiling into lines they look like two lines just parallel lines you see colors sometimes you get up in the middle of night and you go into the restroom and you'll see blue green yellow red different colors and you'll hear the chatter when you're in the bathroom that makes these perverts feel important that they can harass you when you take a shower or even take a pee. They like that yellow rain they got to be there for it
Thursday, October 04, 2018
Last night they once again decided to try to alter me in some form to get me to do something or not do something by causing pain. Lately I've had this pain in my leg and so I got up got my camera grab the picture and sure enough those little spiders on my ceiling we're causing a pain that I had two lines going across my leg and one of my veins was had a dark area about the size of a maybe a p a little bit smaller. In the past they have said that I would have a blood clot in my leg they would cause a heart attack of course I never pay any attention to all this but they could be causing a small blood clot. This is what they are doing to All American citizens who are under this program. We are not terrorists we are not drug dealers we are not anything but ordinary citizens who have been to tick off an FBI agent a drug enforcement agent a policeman someone who had the power to put us in a system that we would be under surveillance for the rest of our lives and treated like the prisoners at Guantanamo subject to the same types of enhanced interrogation. We have tried to get this out to the newspapers we have tried to do everything that we can to make people understand what is going on. One of the things that they do is use the microwave weapons direct energy weapons crowd control to disorient and make people appear to be delusional. These people are not mentally ill they should not be on any kind of medication because what they are experiencing is man-made. Some have taken some tests by some doctors at famous colleges and it was found that the voices were not inside their head but coming to the outside of their head. You can catch them with the camera when you hear them by taking a picture of your ear. To those reading this and do not understand this will sound funny and delusional but rest assured there are thousands and thousands of people out there suffering because of small men and women who have chosen this field and will not reveal the truth about what they are doing. These men and women go to church on Sundays live next door to you and you know not know what they are doing two people. They weren't chosen because of what the hell have they were chosen for what they lack because I normal person would not want to be a part of this attack on Americans. I will try to post a picture of my leg tomorrow because I will not be where there is any Wi-Fi today. It is time that people listen because women are being raped children are being raped people are being abused and tortured for no reason. I will not do anything under torture that these jackasses want me to do. They are liars they are criminals and I will not participate in their programs. Last night they were telling me they could get me to shoot someone. I don't even own a gun don't want a gun and don't plan on shooting anybody. I am a non-violent person. This is how sick they are. So if they were trying to get me to do those kind of things what are they doing to these people that are domestic terrorist and going into buildings and shooting people?
Tonight I have the spiders crawling on my ceiling and I can see my perpetrators faces rather clearly when I close my eyes. I call these people the rectum please because they are playing it with my rectum. Same old same old. The names that they used when they were raping me and when they were doing all the things to me were Kevin, Pat, Teresa, Brenda, Mike, Paula. I have more and when I go back through my notes I will be sure to list them. I can see their character as clearly as I can see their faces
Tuesday, October 02, 2018
Sunday, September 23, 2018
I have come to the conclusion that the NSA supports sexual harassment and rape. There is no consequences for the type of behavior that women have to deal with when under surveillance. Quantico must be teaching perverts and sexual harassment.
While these perverts attack other people's character this morning I awoke to if you I just give them a b****** he would forget the tricky stuff. This is what women deal with 24/7 from these men and women. This is how they use the microwaves for The Voice to skull. Of course when women try to tell people even people who know that they have the capability because the Coast Guard uses this same technology to speak to Pirates, they try to say you are crazy schizophrenic paranoid or delusional. They have to do that to discredit the truth
Saturday, September 22, 2018
I use this as a journal and if somebody else gets something from it all the better. The night before last they had me in a bathtub with some guy that was their perversion that night. Last night it was human trafficking and course I woke up and told him how ridiculous they were. In fact bus times I told him how childish they are. And ring your ears just like they did to those diplomats in Cuba. That is one of the ways that we know they're using microwaves on us. Yesterday I have black and blue marks all over my leg and both my ankles had a swollen ring around them. Of course while they do all this you remember the names of the people who were involved in your own violation of civil liberties. Those I can put out on an opinion page or comment page on one of the newspapers and make it public. I think if they play with your head you have the right to play with theirs. These are real perverted people disguising themselves as agents A various government agencies. When they wrote The Patriot Act it was supposed to be for foreign terrorist but what they turned around and did was use the fisa courts 2 gather people regardless of what they did or didn't do. I read somewhere it was a DEA who abused the system the most. The DEA would have no reason to even be interested in me. Then again the FBI had no interest in me and ignored evidence that would have gotten a domestic terrorist or at least a conspirator. This began the cover-up. These are not nice people if they are crooked lie and cover their butts at the expense of others. The people doing it to us are the ones that help them cover up their crimes. It's been 17 years since they started torturing me. This doesn't include the damages to my vehicle's my homes and the attempt to damage my reputation where I worked and with my neighbors. I have come to the conclusion they are just the scumbags low character immoral people they can get for these jobs. It was like Sheila said they weren't chosen for what they have but for what they lack. Remember they are doing the same things to children and Men. It doesn't matter what your vocation is we have lawyers and doctors that have been attacked. In fact we believe they're they are taking different people to practice on possibly with different personalities different vocations including scientist. They call them the shadow people because when they are in your home you can see them on your ceiling they have what looks like spiders wondering across your ceiling just shadows and they have squares against your wall or one great big spider. That's how you know they are there I actually have a picture with an image of somebody pointing to wands down at my head and the image is on the back of my bed frame. That I can post here and I will try to dig up the picture and do that sometime today.
Friday, September 21, 2018
When you know that someone in government has done something wrong and they are covering it up you are continually subjected 2 sexual manipulation of your genitals and dreams and visions and threats. That is where they are now. They are so afraid and they should be that I am going to reveal my story that they are willing to just continually be little boys and sexually manipulate my genitals until I wake up and my stomach is hurting and my genitals are hurting. It only makes me intent on telling my story
Thursday, September 20, 2018
Tonight it is sexual harassment. The virtual reality was some jackass sticking their tongue in my mouth. The next vision was I was in a cage dy store.
These were followed by threats of taking my energy and putting me in a stupor if I went to my senators or the news. Now it is mind my own business. This only gives me further incentive to tell my story to the intelligence committee oversight committee and judicial committee. I will include copies of my papers that show that I am telling the truth.
Monday, September 17, 2018
Tuesday, September 11, 2018
Tonight they're burning me and it's an intense burn and the burn is because they told me that I would have a photogenic memory but they don't like the photos that I'm bringing up or remembering. Of course the photos are scenes of what they did to me in the mountains the rate The Gunshot to the head and all the other things that they have done to me. We now know that microwaves are used because the people in Cuba that were attacked by what they thought was Sonic were attacked by microwaves and we get the same thing. I'll bet you they had Burns Sting's visions but we have the ability to give them back some visions I speak. Stay tuned my next blog will be the names of the people who did these things to me. I am tired of being harassed and burned.
In 1996 during the Olympic Park bombing which later identified as Eric Robert Rudolph as the bomber there was a co-conspirator. I know this because I taped him and turn those tapes over to the FBI who destroyed them. They then use this technology along with microwaves and Direct Energy to make me appear delusional as a means to discredit me. I was lucky enough that it failed and they were unable to get a doctor to say I was crazy. I had the support of a few detectives who knew I was telling the truth. Tonight I remembered everything very clearly because they use sex to bring my memory back. Tomorrow I might remember something else
Saturday, September 08, 2018
I found to add that the phone calls will not show up on my phone they will show up on theirs.
Home all day but when they knock you out for some reason you can't get any phone calls my niece tried to call me 5 times and it went straight to voicemail even though my phone was laying right by me I did not get that call. They were going to come over to make sure I was okay. That is disgusting on their part that they intercept your phone calls and they will do anything as long as they can keep you knocked out and play their sexual games in virtual reality.
Saturday afternoon. I tried to lay down on the couch and just watch TV but then they put me out and use their virtual reality sexual games and I realized it and got up. I don't know of any fisa court that would approve of what they are doing. I certainly don't know why they're doing it. But then I don't know why they're doing it took lots of people who have the same type of attacks that I get. Remember that the first thing they do is try to discredit you so that if you try to tell on them they can use Mental Illness as their excuse. But I have not been diagnosed ever with a mental illness. I am an old now. I've never had any problems in school college anywhere with mental illness. I have run into so many other victims who has had the same tricks played on them and been diagnosed with a mental illness. They want you diagnosed as delusional so that anytime you ever say anything about them they will say you are delusional. This is our government whores. I called them that because they'll take money to do anything to anybody for any reason.
Tuesday, September 04, 2018
I am thrilled to learn that the fisa court will be investigated. It is time that the FBI and other agencies not use the fisa court as a personal Vendetta.
It's back to you can't even sit down and watch TV they knock you out. Then they play with your head and you see all kinds of Visions while they play with your rectum. When you wake up no matter how much you be eating before they make you hungry. This is what this program is doing. These are very sick people. No amount of dieting will make you lose weight as long as they are playing with your head. When I was first put in this system I remember the man saying to me we are going to change your looks. He meant it I have gained almost a hundred pounds. Even medication that I got from a doctor will not help me lose weight because they are changing my looks. Everything they have done is done out of spite and hatefulness not because I did something wrong but because they did something wrong and I caught them. These people lied to get a fisa order and they continue to cover up what was done why they did it and the cover-up continues. I can describe some of these people somebody even know who they are. All of them are the scum of the earth as far as I'm concerned.
Sunday, September 02, 2018
I am not surprised to find that microwaves are believed to be responsible for the diplomats who were injured in Cuba. Our diplomats complained of loud sounds and all kinds of things that people in the United States who are victims or Targets have been complaining of for years. I heard Lindsey Graham say that he would like to start an investigation into FISA. It is long past due
Thursday, August 30, 2018
Well I woke up this morning in one of those surreal videos dreams that they put in your head. As I was getting off and coming downstairs I heard this female say so you sleep around. And I thought to myself wow this is how they waste our tax dollars worrying about who I sleep with what I'm doing? These people are just ignorant and confident just like Trump. They are no better and they act like him. Some of them will be proud of that.
Tuesday, August 28, 2018
The victims of this NSA program do not need someone to tell them how to think. They don't need to know what someone else is thinking. This is just another attempt to separate you from other people. They've got to isolate you in order to control you. Look at the wheel of control on domestic violence and they are following it to a T. For some reason I United States government has allowed this program to continue with all the abusive all the torture and all the civil liberties violations and constitutional violations without a single word in defense of innocent victims. They use tactics like sleep deprivation pain chatter gas lighting to cause people to be confused disoriented so that they can play their childish silly games or practice on you for the real thing. They need to compensate the victims and stop the program. Initially it was supposed to be for terrorist but I'm not a terrorist. It's used in the United States on a regular basis as a mean for retaliation. The FBI got FISA warrants on Ex-Wives mother-in-law's when they were throwing these Wards out the window. One judge resigned and said it was unconstitutional what they were doing. Our Congress has done nothing to better the situation. Our military has no oversight on this situation. The leaders have let the people down by allowing women to be raped children to be victims. Wake up America there are no 10 hats there are just victims. People with 10 hats thought that maybe they wouldn't get the Direct Energy if they wore aluminum foil we know that doesn't work. But they are early victims period after you been in this for 20 years plus then you I know that the only thing that can stop it is honest men and women men with character Scruples integrity. If you're given orders to do this or you're doing it for a living you are a piece of s*** if you don't speak up.
This evening the top of my head is hot the rest cold.
Thursday, August 23, 2018
Sleep deprivation threats and some new trigger words: oh my God, listen to me. Of course they told me that the tiny lights in my bathroom doesn't mean they can see me they can't see me bull crap. Again they are saying someone's after me I'm being followed bull crap bull crap bull crap...... ringing in the ears you can fill them swirling something right above your head. Oh and they're just doing this to make me look crazy. We already know they do this to make people crazy. They get you to say something of course people who aren't targets don't believe it they think you're one of those tim hats. Wake up America you could be next there is no criteria it seems to become a Target. I have seen nurses doctors lawyers lives destroyed scientist lives destroyed. First they try to make you look crazy by using technology then you become a Target and the chattering gaslighting chemical burns bruises punches destruction of your property are the norm. This goes on for years and years and years. They are not your friend they will never be your friend they will try to play good cop bad cop yin and yang it's a constant thing ying and yang tell you one thing tell you the opposite it's all bull crap but by the time you figure out what they've done to you you've already made nutty. This is just a joke their characters are so that they do not care that they are doing this to you they do not care. Their morals and Scruples by that of a snake don't ever forget it do not trust them
Wednesday, August 22, 2018
I have lived almost 20 years with pressure on my skull that feels like I'm in a constant state of a sinus infection. That is there technology or weapon controlling or trying to manipulate me. Once a long time ago they took it off for about 10 minutes and it was a nice relief not to have that pressure. This is how they make you look lazy or give you energy or do other major personality changes to you. I have photos that show the weapons on my skull. If you feel like you are a Target start snapping around your head and you will get some photos that will shock you.
Okay now I will start publishing all their triggers that they use for me. One of them is that they're babysitting me, helping me, then there is the sheriff is coming the Constable is coming. Of course they always intercept with whoever I'm going to see something negative they tried to split me from my family. They try to make me believe that somebody is after me. But for self they try to convince them not to drink the water and they have triggers that make them look schizophrenic. Remember some of these people that they are doing this to have no mental illness. If you have to use the weapons direct energy weapons to get someone into a mental hospital so that you can get a diagnosis of paranoia in order to use this on them then they don't have mental illness. They have a government entity lying about them and using illegal means and unconstitutional means to get them under their mind control.
Tuesday, August 21, 2018
This is a photo of marks that were put on my body last night. To the average person they will look like somebody just a Target in two different places.
Unfortunately this Secret program that they used in Guantanamo and are using on United States citizens with subliminal messaging and voice to skull or whatever you want to call it and we know it's possible because we have seen them use it with the Coast Guard where they can talk to one person or talk to everyone.
Remember when they held those five Taliban with Holograms and use this technology to make them believe they were surrounded? They're using it on victims or Targets. They are creating hatred within people. I ask myself when you see one of these shooters like the man in the Navy Yard who had complained about six weeks before that he was a Target shooting someone did they put this in his head. Did they see what he was doing all along ? We have to fight against this program because we do not know what they are trying to subject our minds to. It might be something small because some days they do something small but then again we know that one lady was told to turn her car into head-on traffic and she did. She wasn't hurt but the fact that they told her to do that and she did it goes to show you how mind-controlled she was. These aren't people complaining about this program that are illegal immigrants or criminals. These are Dr and lawyers and we even have a scientist and nurses. Most of these people didn't start out not trusting the NSA the Department of Homeland Security. You say something and right away the first thing they do is throw a threat at you. You have the right to think and say whatever the hell you want in your own home you should be able to go pee in your bathroom without flashing lights or Shadows on your wall and someone talking to you. You're not crazy the program is crazy. It is like the FBI said they have a program that mimic schizophrenia. What they meant was when the people try to tell what is being done to them they think they're schizophrenic. There is nothing wrong with them that getting this technology out of their head and off their backs wouldn't make them the same as other people. They are trying to mind control people and practice on them so that they can use that in the military programs. It is illegal unconstitutional but in this government it doesn't seem to matter. Congress knows what's going on but we're not sure if they know exactly what these morons are doing to people when the FBI said there would be more domestic terrorist they should have said we are creating them.
Lately it's been my legs and the muscles in my legs a day been targeting when I sleep and then when I try to move turn around in the middle of the night they cause a lot of pain today my doctor gave me medication for the pain but there is no pain and less they're mad at me for something and then they target me I wake up with the two prong marks and bruises busted blood vessels or swelling in my knees that I didn't have when I went to bed. That's how sick they are a minute ago they were playing with my rectum sad but true
Monday, August 20, 2018
Sat down on the couch kind of watch 3 news and of course you got to have your private areas burned and buzzed by the Pervert because after all they had to use this ying and yang a threat to jail or threat to some cancer or threat to this a threat to that and then they think that while they're doing it they're going to warp your mind with whatever bull crap they have up their sleeve tonight. These are very very sick people anyone that would participate in this game playing and gaslighting and torture rape of women and children is very sick. Rape is rape President Obama said doesn't matter what instrument you use to do it it's rape and we saw that it was a broomstick used in a case in New York. These people lie lie lie and lie some more and then when you don't buy what they're saying they threaten threaten threaten threaten it's all bull crap and I intend to just ignore them they are not your friend they are not helping you they will tell you this person's after you that person's after you every night it's a new person after you. They will tell you this person's not your friend that persons not your friend every night they'll tell you something. None of it is true they don't want you to think for yourself that's why they use trigger words when you walk from one room to another. Never ever trust them. And that old saying that they used if you see something say something don't. That's how I ended up being a Target I saw something I said something and I got targeted and that end it got covered up and they lied about it. Do not trust them
Friday, August 17, 2018
I heard on the news where there was a new scam. The caller tells you they have nude or compromising photos and they will put them on the Internet if you don't pay. In my case it was they had photos of me and that if I didn't shut up they were going to post them on the Internet. Except these were government employees and they were using the technology to threaten me. Just as they are using the technology to burn my groin as I speak. They cannot be trusted they are not honest they will screw their mother for a paycheck.
Monday, August 06, 2018
Saturday, August 04, 2018
Thursday, August 02, 2018
All you have to do is mention getting a FOIA and all the sudden you get a mysterious pain in your back in your leg or they sting you somewhere. This is how they train you not to do what is in your best interest. The men and women who do this to you are probably in training they get a star on their forehead if they get you to do something that they are trying to get you to do. The chatter is nothing but to try to mix you up just like this chatter the Trump does & Giuliani does it's all bunch of bull crap it's gaslighting. These people do not have high standards or morals. Do not let them ever talk to you about anything that you have done because what they are doing on a daily basis is illegal and they know it that's why they don't want you to pursue anything. That's why they try to keep you broke. Do not trust anything they tell you. Not everything that happens to you can be blamed on them but they do so much and they take the credit for what has happened to you. So therefore you can't help but question did they do this to me this time there are no coincidences it is them more than likely. So if you're thinking about something you know they don't want you to think about count on being attacked.
Wednesday, August 01, 2018
I use this blog as a way to keep track of what these perverts do to us especially to me. Right now they are burning my groin and probably will try sleep deprivation again tonight. It is the bald headed guy with glasses he reminds me of that man who killed his whole family John Linder or something. I consider these people in moral and what they are doing is unconstitutional violate our civil liberties our privacy rights all right to an attorney because they questioned us all night long without the use of an attorney. They place Visions in our mind for and since last night they placed one where somebody was handing someone what would appear to be drugs and then I hear this should do you till the weekend. I do not sell drugs I do not use drugs I never have I am not interested in anything they have to do with drugs. Whatever game they're playing they need to just forget it call my lawyer if they want to talk to me or leave me the f--- alone.
Tuesday, July 24, 2018
Well the perverts were back last night trying to make me think I was in the middle of a sex act in their virtual reality game or program. I've come to the conclusion they are a impotent B can't get sex anywhere Orsi's just plain old pervert. I could have told them that there's children next door that might have thrilled them a little bit more than a 70 year old lady.
Saturday, July 21, 2018
It doesn't take a genius to know that if you like something they try to turn you against it as in my case and then my friends case if you don't swear their whole challenge is to make you have a foul mouth like they do. Anything that makes you look like you're a real person and not a piece of crap like they are is what they try to stop. After all they've got to have a poor excuse for everything that they do especially when the torture the rape the abuse mental and physical is not justified. This is still America we still have rights and I don't see anywhere in the Constitution that it says our intelligence agencies of any of them have the right to rape sodomize torture Abused Women and Children. In fact we treat our pows better than we are treated. These people have to be some Sick Puppies the think that what they are doing whether they are ordered to do it or not is okay. In fact I think that if you are ordered to do something that is unconstitutional or illegal you have the right to say no but they get their jollies out of watching women pee take showers and everything else that should be personal and private. The minute somebody speaks out then they tart start that game you're going to be arrested even when you know there is no reason for any of them to come. It is just their mind game that is how they try to control you ignore it go do what you want to do and when they start that bull crap tell him I don't have to listen to you you are nobody you're sitting in front of a computer ordering somebody to do something or doing it yourself and you are nobody you were not chosen because you were the cream of the crop you were chosen not because you have something but because you lack something that says a lot about you.
You can't even lay down and watch TV without these men or women or whatever the hell you want to call these pigs playing in your private area
Friday, July 20, 2018
When government agencies use direct energy weapons that have the capabilities of gaslighting, have the ability to speak and to know what you're thinking before you know what you're thinking that is surely an invasion of your privacy. Wendy same agencies scar you with simulating Burns rape destroy your vehicles there is something seriously wrong with the agencies and with the men and women who participate. Imagine if you were able to do all these things out in the open what would happen to you? With the secrecy of these programs and the denial my hiding behind the word classified there is surely needs to be and investigation into the character of the men and women and into the programs and agencies themselves. This is America who would have thought that one day you would go to bed and you have virtual reality dreams all night long while they played with your private area with the understanding that it does something to your brain and makes it more easy for them to do the things they are doing. Who would have thought that in America they would be allowed to use these programs or Technologies to do what they are doing two thousands and thousands and thousands of Americans. But we're trying to give you information. Tune them out if you got to play a radio or television two televisions on two different channels put it all in your house do it. They have hit my head so hard that I have had pain points of blood coming out I had a beautician verify this I had what look like cigarette Burns going up my left arm one day that took forever to go away months and months and then left scars I still have a serious card that looks like a pair of glasses on my right wrist I wake up in the morning and I have back aches and if I take a picture of my back I get images of the very characters behind the abuse. Sometimes I get all kinds of black and blue marks. Gas lighting is done in several ways one is to make you think that you put something somewhere and then they came in and they took it or that you got something at the store and put it in your buggy but you really didn't do it at all they have different ways of gaslighting one is missing formation constantly if they tell you the sky is blue go to the window and look out because you cannot believe them you cannot trust them do not even think for a minute if they tell you one truth that the next 29 sentences or the truth because they aren't. They camper with your vehicle I've had my gas speed up I've had my car stopped in the middle of the road I've had my lights go out all kinds of things with my vehicles while driving. I had pulled into my driveway and knew my foot would be on a break but couldn't get it to the break and run into my porch That's them. Do not trust any voice you hear. These are not internal voices these are external voices and you can prove that by taking a picture of your ear and you can see what I see on my photos and show their external. They will call you crazy when they can't do anything else they will use words like sheriff arrest all kinds of bull crap. They are sitting in front of little black boxes that look like computers are our computers and they are repeating things that they knew got your attention before ignore them that's all they're doing anything they say to you is to get your attention. They will use trigger words over and over and over again. Sometimes you can't help but react but just remember these are the scumbags of the earth they are not protecting our country if they're raping little old women burning women assaulting children or playing with men's penises. They get their jollies off buy other people's misery because that is their character.
Monday, July 02, 2018
A few nights ago I woke up to here how do you want to die you have 3 Days to Live this is the kind of bull crap mentality that these psychos have against that's women. Today I'm trying to watch TV and of course they're playing with my private area so they can get their jollies off. They are burning it and stinging it and then telling me a bunch of bullcrap again thinking that if you sting my vagina or you burn me that I'm going to buy into your bull crap. I have no intention of buying into your bull crap nor will you make me look like a Looney Tune to cover up your guilty conscience if you have a conscience. The FBI lied it's as plain as that they told a lie and then they put me under this bull crap so that I couldn't tell they told a lie. Most of those jackasses are doing nothing but covering up for whistleblowers. Most of the victims of this torture are whistleblowers they're not mentally ill they're not drug dealers they're not anything they're certainly not terrorist they are whistleblowers. This is how they can strain people and they're doing it two witnesses and they are doing it too victims to make themselves look good. I have to ask does that Senate know that they are raping 70 year old women and seven-year-old children? I think the best thing that anybody can do is a if you are a victim right to the American Psychiatric association and tell them what is going on or right to the American Bar Association and tell them what is going on. You've got to stand up and speak out where they will play with your vagina all night long to get their jollies off because that's their character.
Wednesday, June 27, 2018
It's sleep deprivation now. They go from sleep deprivation to torture to being real nice the back to sleep deprivation or torture they can mix it up a little bit but it's always the same game. You wake up just as tired as when you went to bed partly because they play with your brain all night long and you might as well be awake. In fact leaving the TV on Mets me sleep better than when I lay there with it off for them to screw my brain around. Sleep deprivation is what they're doing now along with sexual harassment. After all way back in the beginning the man said he would control me with sex and that is exactly what he's been trying to do for 20 years. This is abuse sanction government abuse. It is illegal but you can't get anyone to do anything about it. The media knows about it Edward Snowden left them a thousand pages and they were told it's classified and it may be but if it's being done to you it is no longer classified. You are the victim you have a right to speak out. Get your FOIA from any agency that might have been responsible for putting you in this program. Don't forget Quantico Homeland Security FBI ATF DEA because they all use it and the NSA I think might be implementing it along with Quantico. I could be wrong but it doesn't hurt to try and do everything above. Nobody should be tortured sleep-deprived sexually harassed physically mentally and verbally abused under any Administration.
When you have been a victim long enough of this secret NSA program you will find out that they are not very credible and the whole program is based upon gaslighting until you believe what they say, do what they say and then they are getting stars on their foreheads for having destroyed you. Gaslighting is nothing but lies told over and over and over and over until you start to believe it. They use trigger words words that you will recognize to get back into your head. They subliminally speak to you all night long sometimes you will wake up just as tired as when you went to bed. They burn your groin and if you look above your bed when you're sleep when you're laying at night you will see some type of Shadow usually with blue lights in it or sometimes even red lights in it and that is you mine look like two lines and a shadow and a rectangular shape. You awake up with scratches puncture marks bruises and sometimes you have little black seeds or holes in your head where they have put there imaginary electrodes. One of things you will find out is when they're doing something to you if you take a picture you get an image that would look like the real thing. Pay no attention to these people they are liars they are paid to lie over and over and over again they are not your friend they are your enemy the minute you think they are your friend they will crap all over you.
Saturday, June 23, 2018
Well tonight the government whores would I call the NSA has decided that they wanted to place images of or make me feel like I was inserting a tampon. By the way I'm 70 years old I don't think I need them. This is how they get their f****** jollies off. These are some very very sick people.
Friday, June 22, 2018
Tuesday, June 19, 2018
There was a time when I had 22 drones over my head one night. Each one started up and began to look like a helicopter. Of course they weren't helicopters they were drone helicopters. G what did I do? Nothing I had done nothing. It was during this time that I was raped.
Wednesday, June 13, 2018
Time for photos to the Senators. Apparently just sending a letter isn't enough anymore. So we will try sending photos to the Senators and if that fails we will send photos to the New York Times Washington Post and the media. I am tired of these perverts using sex to get in our minds to try to convince us to do things or not to do things and two metal in our business. Quantico back the hell off NSA back the hell off
Tuesday, June 12, 2018
Wednesday, May 30, 2018
I have come to the conclusion that it isn't about what the targets are doing it is about what they are doing and what they are capable of doing. This may be some kind of test for them not for us. Somehow we have become subjects of abuse and torture ignorance simply because they need subjects for training and testing purposes. And the large scope of things they may be data mining 4 a huge computer storage of information such as they use on CSI. Sounds far-fetched maybe it is just a thought
Tuesday, May 22, 2018
Monday, May 21, 2018
Here we go again. I just woke up and the threat today is soon as you write that Senator there will be two policemen knocking on your door to arrest you. Daily this is a complete this is it for 20 years this is their method this silence you.
Tuesday, May 15, 2018
Sunday, May 13, 2018
Subliminal mind games are dangerous. Here is an example: All night I was being told that I had nobody here to help me. I was alone etc. These type of comments are not meant to help you but to put you in a certain frame of mind. When you call them on what they are doing they then start the chatter of threats. When you call them on the threats then they try to convince you they are warning you. It's just a mind game done by a corrupt agency by people who don't care about other people. The saddest thing of all is that our government allows mental and physical torture for no reason whatsoever perhaps to train these jackasses with no Integrity no morals but whatever it is it isn't to help you it isn't to do anything but harm you. If you are one of these people that are Target then my suggestion to you do not believe them when they are kind to you do not believe them when they are targeting you with abuse do not believe them on anything. The name of the game is to get you to change something. They are not nice people they were not hired because of what they have they were hired because of what they lack. As there are more and more targets some of these men and women will definitely have relatives family members that they care about as targets. They will have to live with the fact that the Legacy they leave behind for their children is this program. It is the whistleblowers on this program that are the honest people not the ones doing it. Remember that the American Psychiatric association has condemned this program has even went as far to say that they would pull the license of any psychiatrist who is working with the military or any other agency with this program. These aren't psychiatrist psychiatrist don't do this.
Friday, May 11, 2018
Sunday, May 06, 2018
Friday, May 04, 2018
I have been harassed all night. I now have cramps where they have been playing with me. Everytime I threatened to go to my Senator or to file a complaint with the Inspector General they threatened me with a constable arrest anything they can think of that they think will manipulate me into stopping what I am doing. This is exactly what is on the wheel of control. Do not let these morons they ignorant SOB stop you from filing complaints.
Thursday, April 26, 2018
Wednesday, April 25, 2018
Wednesday, April 18, 2018
Sunday, April 15, 2018
Saturday, April 14, 2018
Friday, April 13, 2018
Thursday, April 12, 2018
Friday, March 30, 2018
Trying to go to sleep but instead of sleep I'm getting threatened because I want to contact one of my Senators about this program. So I try to lay on my right side and they hit my right side or my left side with whatever technology or weapons they are using.
Sunday, March 18, 2018
Of course when I lay down to watch TV I was knocked out. When I awoke I was threatened that if I went to my Senator regarding this torture I would be sent for a mental examination. No surprise here that's what most of the victims have had to tolerate.
Wednesday, March 14, 2018
Tuesday, March 13, 2018
Last night I saw the pervert that was bald with glasses. These two cent psychiatrist that work at Quantico or another government agency continue to sexually assault women. First comes the abuse and attacks and now sexually assaults . This is followed by a round of subliminal bullcrap. The burning of my vagina is their thrill and helps these impetent asses to get their jollies off. They will knock you out, place bullshit vertual visions as part of this remote enhanced interrogation or as they call it " helping you" . I never heard of a rapist helping anyone especially one that subjects small children to this program. Just another illegal government experiment.
Tuesday, March 06, 2018
Went to drugstore to get something for my cold. A lady came in and stood beside me repeated word for word what my niece text me about her flu. LOL is this all they have to do?
Sunday, February 25, 2018
Who in the hell gave our government or any agency of it the right to modify someone's Behavior because they don't like it or they think it isn't thinking the right way? I am sick and tired of being used by our government and Quantico. I am not a test subject I haven't done anything that they have the right to change and they can kiss my ass
This morning I was in that not quite awake stage of my sleep when I heard a male voice say this isn't going to hurt you. He was going to have anal sex. This is their character and their program. I understand that my records are at Quantico. I guess I will now go for them. If these men are not mentally deranged nobody is.