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Monday, July 24, 2017

Thursday, July 20, 2017

Just wondering!

Has anyone else disagreed with a handler that was blackmailing and threatening only to receive pain for their honesty?

Monday, July 17, 2017


I have been denied my freedom of speech because this video will not upload.
When the people who operate as handlers decide to make you want to smoke when you have never smoked in your life that shows how low they will go. When they constantly try to threaten you with non existent threats like "Someone is watching you" "You have a peeping Tom" Your old boyfriend is after you. Then this is the new low. Another misconception is that they are helping you. This claim is to get you to listen to them so they can make you do something.

When they tamper with your vehicle while you are driving that is dangerous. When they try to create a mood that is detrimental to your well being that is disgusting. By using direct energy weapons they have the ability to mentally and physically change you. They can make you appear delusional then nobody will believe what they are doing to you. I am a lucky one I survived and came away from such an attack with no diagnosis of mental illness, no medication and in fact I had a doctor tell me I was normal. Many of the victims were given evaluations of schizophrenia and placed on medications, lost their jobs, broke up their homes and some lost their husbands or spouses.

There is no shame from the handlers. They do not see people as people only as targets. They do not care that they violate your privacy and other civil liberties. They do not care that this is unconstitutional and does not even follow the Nuremberg Code. They just want to practice their torture and mind control.

Night after night I awake barely able to move from their hitting my lower back. They get their jollies off doing this. They are perverts who will sexually assault you while they get their kicks. They have no supervision as our government states it is impossible to monitor what they are doing. Therefore the victims get tortured, raped, sodimized and they have vertual reality visions that they are made to believe they are a part of. They are destroying lives by these programs.

electromagnetic energy?

Tuesday, July 11, 2017


These perverts spent the entire night attacking me. They constantly try to blackmail you by telling you that they will use everything they know about you and put it out there if you tell on them for anything that they do to you. The cover-up of this technology is beyond the norm. The other thing they constantly tell you is that you can't prove what they did. But of course you can prove what they did. There are so many people out there going through the same thing that you're going through that it is impossible for them not to be able to go to court and prove that they are torturing American citizens, trying to shut them up, trying to change their thoughts and memories. Once again they show their character, their lack of integrity, lack of empathy and once again they show that they were chosen not for what they have but for what they lack. No ethics, corruption and oversight abound with this program.

Thursday, July 06, 2017

A must see

This is what they achieved

They said they would change my appearance : they did. I no longer look as I did when the torture and abuse started.
They said they would change my thinking: they did. I no longer see the FBI as honest and I no longer see our government as the best in the world.  In fact any government that would allow any agencies to torture and abuse their citizens without justification and any government that has no intention of using due process on its citizens but instead puts them under surveillance for years and years and years is not the America that it once was. Do not be fooled by all this talk about terrorism and the need for this surveillance system because it is not used for terrorism it is used against citizens in this country. Whistleblowers, Witnesses and potential witnesses.
I have been told these were rogue agents but they're still out there and they're still acting rogue if that's who they are.
People who complain about this are the people that get a knock on their door and threats. Threats to keep quiet. If that doesn't work they try to Baker Act them. This is the new America with these unethical programs and people who operate them.
I am too old to wake up in visions and dreams of being in bed with old boyfriends or having sex with perverts.
I wanted privacy instead I got men and women watching me take a shower, go to the bathroom, and even while I'm sleeping. This is the new America. No better than Russia Iran and Iraq for them this is all common.
If this type of surveillance requires a special warrant, then anybody can fall under that type of Warrant. I know doctors lawyers nurses that have been chosen to be abused and tortured. They want to change your personality not for the better they want to take away everything that you have destroy anything you got.
Many victims have divorced because of this technology. You invite somebody into your home and they also get tortured. I have had people run out of my house several of my friends have noticed that they had the same type of dreams when they close their eyes and they were tortured. I have had children in my home be subjected to sexual assault and abuse. This is what the new America is. Just as Sheila said these people who do this to us we're not chosen because they had something but because they lack something. They get their rocks off by telling you that you can't prove it but take pictures when you're attacked of your head and the area of the body that you're being attacked and you will see the unusual photos when they're in the camera on the screen.  My camera is very low pixels so as I increase the photo I lose what is there when it is small try to get a 14 pixel camera mine is only a 5 pixel.

Wednesday, July 05, 2017


Sunday, July 02, 2017

July 4th

I think about all the good law enforcement,  soldiers and decent people who make this country what it is: then I think about the men and women who participate in this horrible so called surveillance program under the lie that the Patriot Act covers up and I get disgusted at what this country is becoming.

Tuesday, June 20, 2017

Weight Gain

I wonder if anybody that is a victim of this remote enhanced  interrogation program has weight issues? It seems that while they are using it either a side effect of it is that you're munching all the time or they are playing mind games that make you munch all the time even when you're not hungry. Some of the people also complain about how it damages their teeth. It is unfair that it is used on people that have not done anything wrong, are not terrorists,do not use drugs and are not mentally ill. So where is the authority coming from that allows any agency to manipulate you or interrogate you without a lawyer? What happened to the Nuremberg code? Did the United States stop participating? 

Now the threats. The victim does or tells something that THEY don't like and the response is a key word or threat. 

Monday, June 19, 2017

Civil Liberties

What this government program of spying on its citizens calling it whatever they want to call it it is very intrusive into our lives. You down on the couch to watch a TV program and they put in front of you and try to knock you out so that once again they can manipulate your mind to be what they wanted to be and not what you are. These men and women who are hired by our government are perverts. Anyone who would participate in a program that destroys the lives of other human beings is very sick. I just tried to watch a TV program and I put a naked man in front of me like give a shit about a freaking naked man.
To think that this all began when I tried to help some local Detectives who were asking me questions about another person and this escalated to me being on some kind of damn list where I became the subject instead of the man that committed the crime is amazing to me period so my advice to anyone who thinks of helping any federal agent think again. It is not worth what you have to sacrifice to get shafted by your own government.

Friday, June 02, 2017


Since victims are subjected to torture and remote interrogation during sleep I thought this would interest them. Harassment is done during waking hours by chattering and other means.

Don't be fooled I to thinking it isn't happening because these violations of civil liberties are the norm now.

These people will make threats like they are talking about someone else doing something.  For example "They will burn up your car". Since vandalizing is also the norm victims are harassed in this manner also.

Thursday, May 25, 2017


A message to those who harass, torture, lie, vandalize and justify it by a paycheck.  YOU KNOW WHAT YOU DID

Sunday, May 21, 2017

Same routine

Back to the same routine.  Threats and stinging. Time to contact a lawyer for FOIA.

Saturday, May 20, 2017


The black is when they burn you.

Thursday, May 18, 2017

Maybe tomorrow I can post pics to enlighten you.

Perverts paid by our government

Just had another what I call virtual government based dream. These happen when you are half awake.
This one was me performing a blow job on a government agent. Amazing. Childish and immature as usual. Of course the burning of my private area was part of it.
This program seems to have three main parts. 1. A week of torture and threats
2. Silence for a few hours then a sex attack followed by good cop bad cop.
Just think if any are a potential whistle blower, witness they want to silence, or know something they were illegally doing then you could have years of their unethical, and unlawful behaviour.  This will include cigarette burn imitations on your arms but with permanent scars, names like N lover,  counter operations when you have visitors and even they have been subjected to the sexual assaults even as young as seven. It is 1;52 AM and of course it is the same men and women that put me in a person's house that was selling drugs and weapons. They do not care what type of danger they place you in. They are part of the same scene while pretending to catch the bad guy. Don't ever help any federal agents because they lie and will screw you over.

Tuesday, May 16, 2017

Friday, May 05, 2017

Here we go again

Night after night men and women all over the United States are subjected to remote interrogation by the NSA and other intelligence agencies including Quantico.  Many of the victims are like me and after several attempts to get straight answers through the FOIA we have been misled, lied to or ignored.

Over the past two months I have been tortured to the extreme that I have severe bruises on my back and it takes several hours before I can walk normally. I have been subjected to what I call virtual dreams or visions that occur between waking up and sleeping. These dreams make it feel as though you are actually participating in them or they seem very real. Two days ago it was men on a pole dancing. Very funny and it was meant to arouse me so that they could either get their jollies off or continue to ask questions or even try to change my views or thoughts to conform with their philosophies or beliefs. All of which is a violation of my constitutional rights.

I have several drones over my house, some follow me everywhere I go. I am not a terrorist, according to Homeland Security and the FBI I do not know a terrorist. I do not use nor have I ever used drugs and I have NEVER sold them. However, I may be classified as a whistle blower or they have lied to get me under surveillance or in some type of behavior modification program.

I take photos of my back and the bruising is very clear on the photos. This has been going on for many years. In fact I have been subjected to the abuse since 2001.

I am not part of any radical group, cult or extremist group and I certainly am no threat to anyone not even myself. I have no history of mental illness and am not on any medication other than blood pressure and cholesterol.

One of the side effects of the remote interrogation is when you awake you are hungry. This leads to weight gain. Many of the victims receive the voice to skull chatter constantly that mocks, belittles and insults them. This leads to PTSD and anxiety issues among the victims of this horrific program.

When I walk up the stairs I can see a blue or orange light in the shape of a ball at my feet. I see twinkling lights in my bathroom and black shadows repeatedly going back and forth across my ceiling. I have photos of images on my walls and often when I close my eyes I see flashes of light as though I am being hypnotized. This is what the victims live with.

This technology has the ability through the use of low and high frequency pulses to alter your moods and it enables these perverts to place their dreams and porn in your mind regularly. Sexual attacks are part of this program and both men and women along with small children are raped repeatedly.

The behavior of the handlers is despicable and it goes to their morals, ethics and integrity that they subject other humans to this inhumane treatment. Time to see a lawyer about the abuse or at least the ACLU as I believe until the public gets the whole picture we will never be free of this torture. blackmail and threats.

Saturday, March 18, 2017

Well once again like clock work I was sexually assaulted in my own bed. It is 3:00 AM in the morning. I believe that Kelly Ann may have let the cat out of the bag when she spoke about microwaves. I am sure she meant the following: Microwaves are good for transmitting information from one place to another because microwave energy can penetrate haze, light rain and snow, clouds, and smoke.
Shorter microwaves are used in remote sensing. These microwaves are used for radar like the Doppler radar used in weather forecasts. Microwaves, used for radar, are just a few inches long.

Unfortunately out came the comments about tin hats. The tin hat people were some of the first people who were targeted by the military weapons and they mistakenly believed that these waves could not penetrate aluminum foil and became known as the tin hats. My guess is that there are many types of waves plus high and low frequencies that are used in these assaults. It suits the NSA and other agencies to make the victims look delusional so that they may continue with their programs. It is not just spying it is remote neural monitoring that has been going on for many years. It has nothing to do with securing this country. If it did it would not be used on children. 

It seems that we have begun an era where nothing is private. With waves that can go through walls these men and women watch you in the bathroom, bedroom and in your home. We do not have all the answers as they are classified. We do know that there are several lawsuits because of the lack of privacy and the sexual assaults. Sexual assaults may be virtual where they are used to put women in scenarios where they are being raped and in reality where the waves are used to imitate a penis  and you become the victim of a mechanical rape. Rape is rape regardless of the tools that are used. Our military and intelligence have become perverted in their use of these tools. 

It is time for another Church Committee investigation. While Obama created a committee to hear the complaints (scroll down for the video) there never was any follow up to stop the misuse of this technology and weapons. 

Saturday, February 25, 2017

2-25-17 7:00AM

Today they used virtual reality to place me in a sex act. This is a common occurrence for many women and children. When I contacted DHS I was sent a letter that said they had no files on me that my files were at Quantico.

Some of the tricks they play on you is to get you to tell people that have no knowledge of this program something to make you look delusional.

When they used this program to try to get me to look delusional and mentally ill I was lucky enough to have a doctor tell me there was nothing wrong with me and that I could go home. I was discharged with  no medication and free to go anywhere I wanted. What I didn't want was to have a Sheriff or deputy drive me back to my car. I was approached by this lady that came in the night before supposedly her medication caused her to be admitted to this hospital. She offered me a place to stay until I could get on my feet. I believe some law enforcement may have set me up. This person was a drug dealer, gun runner and had ties to a motorcycle gang.

I didn't want no part of her but I wanted to find out if they were responsible for putting me in this situation. I did contact my lawyer who told me to get out of there. That was easier said than done because I had no vehicle there. In the meantime I was being told to do things that was illegal. I did not do that. A few years later I looked this person up to see if she was fake (or put up to this) but she was still selling drugs, and weapons. She wanted to tell me something but never got around to it. During this time I was still being watched and followed. These agents were well aware of her selling weapons and drug dealings but chose to do nothing.
While I was at her house I did contact the FBI and when they were going to transfer my call to an agent my call was intercepted and this is what took place.
I told the person on the other end of the phone about the drugs. The person told me they did not handle a small amount 7-8 pounds of pot and they pretended to put me through to the local drug enforcement or Sheriff's Department. The man on the other end claimed to have no knowledge of this person but this person had been sent to jail for a year for dealing. The person pretending to be an agent then asked me for my number so that the local drug enforcement could contact me. I said I would rather contact them and I was given a phone number to call. The phone number turned out to be a fake number.

This is just one of the tricks that were played on me during this time. Just this morning I received a threat to damage my vehicle and was warned that my air bag would go off and that I needed to drive slow. Just another lie.

So this morning I was between being awake and asleep when they had me having sex with someone. I awoke and got out of bed but my Fallopian tubes were hurting from their sex act.

These men and women are not chosen for what they have to offer they are chosen for what they lack. The American Psychiatric Association has threatened to disbar any psychiatrist that is involved in this military and intelligence operation.

Please feel free to go on the Internet and research Remote Neural Monitoring or check out other websites that are more in dept than mine. You can research Dr. Robert Duncan, Dorthy Lay's Foundation where you will find 800 articles on this operation. There are also several support groups throughout the country providing information as well as comfort to the victims.

This is not done according to the Nuremberg Code or the Constitution of the United States. It is just another one of the government's programs that is underground.

How The National Security Agency (NSA) Illegally And Unconstitutionally Harasses Law-Abiding Americans Everyday. How, you ask? Quite simply, actually. It’s done by EMF or ELF Radio Waves, and a technology known as “Remote Neural Monitoring”. Haven’t you ever wondered about that ringing in your left ear? Well, here are the reason(s). And just why should the NSA do this, you ask? To silence any who who dare to speak out against them or any other agency, or the Government or simply to think for themselves, and “outside the box”, if you will. Think not? Then, read on……….

Some websites:
 So what this means is ordinary citizens are being attacked and manipulated to determine if they MAY COMMIT A CRIME. There does not need to be any evidence that they will or have committed a criminal act. All they have to do is know someone who is a target and they become a target.

Do your research before they come for you. The more you know the better it is to handle it.

Friday, December 30, 2016

What we know!

We know that 80% of the targets were placed under surveillance by drug enforcement. Most did not do drugs or sell them.
1. The FBI used the FISA Court to place x-wives, mother in laws under surveillance when the FISA Court was rubber stamping warrants.
2. We know Remote Neural Interrogation is used.
3. Torture is used along with simulations of rape, real rape and gunshots to the head.
4. We know this is a program of control.
5. We know many targets have been in this program 15 years or longer without justification.
6. We know the Patriot Act was the smoke screen to allow the use of military technology and weapons to be used against citizens.
7. We know it is NOT used to protect us from terrorist.
8. We know the men and women using the above call themselves handlers.
9. We know drones are used.
10. We know they can control our cars, trucks etc. I have had mine cut off in the middle of driving and the acceleration increased for no reason.
11. We know they pulse our private areas with frequencies and that they have the capability to send vapors to our cavities.
12. We know they put you in a stupor as punishment when you want to do something they do not agree with.
12. We know that if a camera is used when they are sexually assaulting you or playing with your emotions that it will show up.
13. We now know that 200 agents have been bribed or bought and that internal affairs is being revamped to catch some of these agents.
14. We know that there are different types of lights being used to monitor you in your home. For instance when I climb my stairs I will see a blue light in front of me.
15. When I am in the bathroom I will see lights the size of pin dots.
16. I often see a shadow of what appears to be a spider crawling one after another on my walls.
17. I always see a drone following me or outside my window.
18. We know they claim to be helping us while destroying our lives.
19. We know the handlers can't be trusted and they constantly lie.

I am sure I will add many more things to this to me.

Tuesday, November 22, 2016

November 22nd 2016 at 5:30 AM

Here it is not quite 6:00 AM and I once again was placed in one of those virtual reality visions. This time it was with two young boys in my bed and of course they faked one of their famous orgasims.

One of the things about this surveillance is that you can see the people who do this to you. I usually see a long table with men in white shirts and men with dark clothes with patches on their sleeve. Sometimes I see an auditorium with people and the long table, others I see men and women at what looks like computers.
Sometimes I recognize the people from my long journey across country several years ago. One is a man with long hair and glasses who once was in a hotel room in Jacksonville, WY and he later identified himself as Jimmy when I saw him in NC. I looked up an agent on the internet and he looked similar if not  an agent by the name of Jimmy Russell. I believe he was ATF. Sometimes I see a man who is bald on top with dark sides that I saw in Henderson, NC and sometimes I see a man who I saw in a jacket that said Homeland Security. Sometimes I see a woman with long blond hair in a ponytail that I saw in NC with a man who once told a gas station not to give me gas. The more active the better you see them. Sometimes they wears masks or cover their faces. That is when I know for sure that I can identify them.
If the victims of surveillance have learned nothing else but this: these people are very demented. They get their jollies off by visions of sex, they even put themselves in virtual reality in bedroom scenes. Most of the women have been raped, called horrible names. I was called a nigger lover because I supported Obama and because a detective who was a friend of mine was black. This is how low they are willing to go under the Patriot Act.
It is seldom a night goes by that I don't see one or two drones hovering by my house.

To many who have not yet been under this type of remote neural surveillance this will make little sense but I can assure you that there are thousands of innocent victims being harassed on a daily basis by small minded men and women without integrity, ethics or character.

I believe Edward Snowden revealed this program to many media outlets who have not published anything because of national security. We are not the only country using this. England and probably Russia and maybe China since Robert Hansen gave them top classified secrets.

Like Michelle Obama we take the high road and leave the low road to the scum of the earth. Remember that these men and women were not chosen because of what they have but for what they lack.

I could go on about more visions and even tell all of you what they did to silence me on one of their cases. I went to a senator in NC and sat there for two hours with copies of all my documents and when I was finished the aide said to me that "They were protecting their case" I said at my expense. Later when I tried to get information of where this was going I was told they had no record of my being there or turning over papers. The senator is now on the Intelligence Committee.

There are several lawsuits out there and there are several support groups. The Psychiatric Association has denounced any psychiatrist who works with these programs and has threatened to take their licence to practice. I am sure the FBI, SBI, NSA, ATF, Homeland Security all use this program. It is a means to gather information while you sleep without your knowledge. Recently the FBI asked a judge to rule that they did not have to give up their sources. One more step in the wrong direction of justice.

There are lawyers, doctors and many credible men and women being assaulted on a daily basis. What we have learned was that when 911 happened and those agencies went to the FISA court to get special warrants these warrants were given blindly. So blindly that a judge resigned and spoke out about their unconstitutionality. There were newspaper articles where these agents had placed their spouses, inlaws and personal enemies under surveillance.

One of the terrible things they do is to use weapons or technology to make a person appear to be delusional. Then the family or someone else commits them to a mental hospital, they are then given drugs and treatments they don't need. If this doesn't happen then after many years of abuse the victims develop PTSD, anxiety and many other issues associated with Domestic Violence. The program they use is related to what a person goes through who has been a victim of abuse. They first torture you, then try to make you think they are your friend and the cycle goes on and on. I have been a victim for fifteen years. They have destroyed my life in any way they could and continue to do so. I could write a book. There are organizations that will advocate on your behalf if you get placed in a mental institution. Get to know them as you could become a victim for no reason.

There are many journalist who have written articles regarding this program but the people haven't gotten the message how invasive this is. It is a case of first they came for the bla bla bla and then they came for bla bla bla and by the time they came for me there was nobody left.

Friday, October 21, 2016

They are back to normal behaviour!

Last night was once again a night where these perverts resorted to their normal behaviour. First they get you to think about what they did in the mountains of NC then they threaten you as a means to keep you quiet or to erase what you remember. Then when all else fails they resort to sexual manipulation of a false orgasim by placing something in your mind via  "virtual reality" if that wasn't enough they threatened to make me with throw a temper tantrum on my brother who is visiting.

These are very sick perverted men and women who have done me wrong, done the country wrong and need to cover it up. When they are doing this there is a smokiness in my hallway and some type of strange odor. I don't know what this is. I can see the drones from my window only one or two not the twenty one drones that became miniture helicopters many years ago.

Sunday, October 16, 2016

We talk about Donald Trump's abuse of women while the NSA surveillance enhanced interrogation program does the same or is worse. Women have been ignored when complaining about sexual assault and rape. When they threaten to tell they get more abuse and threats.

It is another sad Sunday morning where I was subjected to virtual reality like visions of my being in bed with two men. I was asked in this virtual reality which was better. It doesn't go to my character it goes to the men and women who want to get their jollies off at my expense.

Wednesday, August 31, 2016

Mechanical Rape

The cycle of abuse continues....these men and women relate so well to the typical man that wants to control that there is no doubt that this is what the NSA and DHS is all about. Women get raped on a regular basis, children get raped on a regular basis. I awoke to a smog in my house today that tells me that chemicals are being used on me.
If you are a victim and these bastards are trying to gather information and silence you with threats then they are corrupt. I think that we should not support anything that they gather illegally. Once they get the info the normal thing law enforcement would do is to gather information to support what you have told them...don't collaborate with any program that is illegal no matter where it comes from. This is not justice it denies everyone their basic human rights to a lawyer or due process. It is meant to let the agents sit on their asses and get information without the normal building of cases.
The threats real or not never stop and soon if you give in to these people they will threaten you over what you eat or drink just to get their jollies off.
If our government wants to stoop to an a program that is the extension of MkUltra and use Cointel programs we have no power to stop it but we don't have to give in to bullies and rapist. President Obama said rape is rape and what they do to women is rape with technology. It is so well known now that they have a name for it "Mechanical Rape".

Sunday, August 07, 2016

I hate to even tell the absurd visions that were placed in my mind last night...stupid as they are. First I was kidnapped by ISIS and then I was walked just like they do in Guantanamo with a tight black mask. After which I was in bed with the kidnapper...I realized they were at it again. Is this the Lida machine? Then a little later a female made the remark to me that "wouldn't you like to kill them all?" I just told her how stupid she was and ridiculous and then turned the TV on.

These men and women are NOT there to help you, befriend you and if you are a target of remote neural interrogation then beware because they do their best to make you do things that you would not do on your own. Is this why the FBI stated that we would have more domestic terrorist when this program was initiated?

All I can say is these people do not care about your rights, do not care about the Nuremberg Code and do not follow any Constitution of the United States.

I am a person who turned in someone and I became the target because he was so well protected by the very people that should have been protecting me.

Thursday, July 21, 2016

Are we forced medicated?

Ever have a thought of filing a lawsuit against the men and women who are torturing people? If you do then you are probably one of the people who remains under the secret remote neural monitoring weapons.

Most of us have experienced the bitter taste of something foreign in our mouths for which there was no explanation. Most of us have had the sudden intake of breath for no reason which probably is related to a vapor being forced on us. Most have seen the grey matter going up the noses and other cavities in our bodies. Most have awoken to chatter that is detrimental to a healthy lifestyle.

The reason you haven't filed is because they are silencing you. It isn't about evidence because there is plenty that your basic freedoms have been compromised by military technology.

Those who speak out about the "thought police" often get a visit from the men in black or are tortured over and over.

We are not living in safe times but it does not give this government or any of their agencies the right to monitor, torture and harass citizens who are no threat to anyone. Threats of death, arrest and other ridiculous threats are just a method of control. Ignore these people they have no courage to defend Americans who are being used as experiments or as teaching tools. Most of the victims are not a society problem. Some are scientist, activist and whistle blowers. Some turned over information and became targets. Some were just used as a means of revenge.

So if you want to file a lawsuit and have no funds go to the courthouse and file under your right to privacy, go to the oversight committee and file a complaint. You have that right!!

Remember it is their character that should be challenged not yours....they were not chosen for what they have but for what they lack.

Monday, July 11, 2016

Government Harassment, torture and lies

Our senators and president either are fully aware of the abusive behavior of the intelligence programs that are being used against citizens int his country or they are not smart enough to figure out the CIA and Department of Homeland Security along with Quantico. The use of behavior modification programs that are used as cover up for mistakes made by government agencies fall under the remote neural intelligence programs.

The moment a targeted person speaks out they are tortured in their rectums and private areas to the point where they are injured. Whatever they are putting in our oral cavities is a blatant violation of civil liberties and the Nuremberg Code. Our government is secretly exploring mind control programs on innocent Americans under the pretense of surveillance and intelligence. In reality we are being abused by our own people for no reason except someone has placed our names on either a "no fly" list or a person of interest list.

We have no resources to determine why we are targeted but we are targeted for many many years. Sixteen for me. While federal agents lie to cover their asses and continue to torture us.

I have always called them the rectum police because they like to see how much pain they can cause us. I closed my eyes the last time and I saw a blue computer screen where a man was taking either his finger or a stylus and running it up a skeleton of a person clear up to the waist...he then made the comment..."This is how he said you liked it" Sick isn't it? They show their character and integrity every time they say something to justify to them the torture they do to us.

America has many problems but most created by our own intelligence and other government agencies. While we know low level agents do not have the use of this technology and program making them a little more honest we don't know which ones can be trusted. This is on the same equivalence as the cops shooting innocent people. Maybe that is why they believe what they do is justified. They have poor examples set for them.

Friday, June 24, 2016

Targeted Individuals Speak to Bioethics Committee (2011)

Targeted Individuals Speak to Bioethics Committee (2011)

Did You Come?

There are several methods that are used by these short, fat bald headed people that are bullying women and children. With me they literally used their technology to rape me. This was done for three days with them stopping on the fourth while they taunted me for making me bleed. Our President said rape is rape but he failed to implement any changes in the Department of Homeland Security that would prohibit these illegal acts. Another way they use is to plant visions so that you are a consensual subject. These so called dreams and nightmares are either done with hallucinogens or mind control methods probably by the remote neural interrogation technology. We don't know how long they do this but you are brought out of your sleep or made aware with just the last few seconds of the illegal act of rape being completed...hence the "Did you Come?

This isn't done because they believe you did something it is done to try to create a simulation of a mental illness. This morning they tried to make me believe that I was being followed and that I was in danger...hogwash! They also tried the old Cointelpro game of trying to turn you against or make you paranoid about someone you know. You never hear the truth that the FBI told lies regarding a terrorist suspect being a "Lone Wolf" when they had knowledge of another person being involved but had destroyed the evidence and thus began the cover up.

They covered up everything they did by ruining the credibility of anyone who would tell the truth, this seems to be a routine tactic in their corruption.

Keep in mind I use the word FBI loosely because we all know that not all agents are corrupt that most are decent human beings. We know that each of these agencies have their corruption. For instance we know that Robert Hansen was a spy who enjoyed watching prostitutes but did not sleep with any of them. We know that the Department of Homeland Security has had several pedifiles working the same programs that are being used to bully innocent people.

America will never be safer with these programs or with this does nothing but cause those in these programs to distrust. They use it to call people names like n.....lover, try to make people think they are gay or the gay people think they are straight, they try to change senator's minds and manipulate the elections.

With every new weapon there can be a dark side but only those with no ethics or integrity will stoop to using chemicals and weapons against innocent people. Most of these people have been terrorized for years with new victims added daily.

As Sheila said before " They are chosen not for what they have but for what they lack" The Bush Administration let loose this parana and there has been no change under the Obama Administration. You would think of all the talk about Constitutional rights, civil liberties that this would have been addressed but all we got was the Bioethics Committee Hearings (which can be seen on You Tube) with their suggestions being ignored. What a waste of tax dollars. Throw the dog a bone as he is getting too noisy.

Once again policing their own agencies....

This is an official government website managed by the U.S. Department of Health & Human Services.

"As our nation invests in science and innovation and pursues advances in biomedical research and health care, it's imperative that we do so in a responsible manner."
—President Barack Obama

Tuesday, June 07, 2016

Mental Midgets

So far these people have tried using these weapons or tools of control to try to make me think that I am being followed by someone, someone is after me, my brother, sister, friend or neighbor is causing me trouble and the list goes on.

The night before last I saw a picture of an old friend and said I would like to see him, this morning I was waking up and I heard " Did you ever sleep with him? I was in a scenario where I was supposed to be going to bed with this man, a man that I would never even consider sleeping with when I was younger or now. But the point was that it is none of their business who or when I slept with anyone. They failed to make me believe the above and all they did do was convince me that they were targeting American citizens in this country and doing them harm, the pain in my lower back and stomach matched the photos to the right of this on them and see the bruising after a night of remote interrogation. These men and women really are nothing but misled mental misfits being paid by our government to bully and abuse citizens in this country through their CIA interrogation programs. Why not? They hide or wear masks while they torture and maime people. They don't have to be accountable to anyone and they have the lies behind the reasons why you are in this program. You can't trust them...anything they say is a lie and if by chance they tell the truth it will be followed by a bigger lie.

Does anyone know what chatter is? Well, it is a constant running of the mouth by these misfits. It usually starts when you have told something on them and it continues with threats and bullcrap. Ignore it, they are just being the assholes that their parents taught them to be. No real honest human being would act like this unless they were not taught to respect other life. They were hired not for what they have but for what they lack......never forget that. They do not like you, do not let them make you believe otherwise or they will surely screw you over...that is what Quantico is training them for.
After many years of these programs many of the victims are suffering from skin irritations that dermatologist can find no reason for.

My skin began with what appeared as cigarette burns and continue as what you would think were needle marks that then itch and become larger leaving scars.

I have looked at Morgellons and was surprised to see their research page mentions chem trails as a possible source of these lesions. I think it is because there are small black what appears to be seeds that come out of these lesions. I wonder if the lesions begin within and not from the outside of our skin. Maybe this is the way our bodies react to what they put in our oral cavities. Many victims express rectum bleeding, nose bleeding and involuntary deep breaths.

These are not programs that help people they destroy our health along with freedoms. Adults are not the only victims, children are also suffering the same type of injuries.

Wednesday, May 25, 2016

Needles and Pins

It was another one of the nights where my private area was targeted with what feels like needles. So much so that my lower abdomen is very painful this morning. You wonder the character of the people who made the decision to use a program that violates all humanity as well as constitutional and civil liberties.

What were they after...just trying to get me to change my mind on helping a family with an elder member. Nothing that relates to national security, drugs or anything else that is anyone's business. They meddle and they try to break families, friendships, employment for no reason but possibly to train more perverts to do the same. Eventually everyone will be a victim of this program.

Our government like Hitler has been dabbing in mind control programs for years. They use people like collateral damage and avoid getting caught by calling these programs surveillance and after all let us remember the "War on Drugs" and when that failed then we have the "War on Terrorist" when what is taking place is the "War on People".

Those who tell about it they discredit and use tactics to shut them up.

There are plenty of credible people who have written books, told the International community or the Bioethics Committee but the only progress has been with Amy Goodman who managed to get through to the American Psychiatric Association who has denounced these programs and stated that any psychiatrist who aids in these programs will lose their license. Keep in mind these unethical psychiatrist don't really care they will practice without a license.

The program goes like this: The victim thinks about something they want to do, it can be work, family, friends and the perpetrators are challenged to change your mind by throwing out trigger words that would change your mind. Something like Pavlov's dog. It would resemble a person with a dog collar that gets shocked when they try to leave the yard.  For instance I was threatened with the destruction of my computer this morning, I have been threatened with damages to my car which were done early on. I had three vehicles that were damaged each in the same way and done in the same order. You get subliminal threats and when you call them on them then they pretend that they are "warning" you and "helping you. Please do not fall for either...any help is for themselves. I think they get a gold star on their foreheads if they get you to fall or go along with their game. These are not "normal" men and women, if they were they would decline to abuse small children and women actually they would decline to torture anyone. The real threat to this country comes from withing the ranks.

I remember in the early stages of my abuse that I was told that they would change my appearance and they did...I gained all kinds of weight partly because they would cause leg pains when I tried to walk or exercise something I had done all my life, they took away my ability to do what was good for me and replaced it with their vision of torture. This program mimics many forms of torture, cigarette burns that leave real scars, rape, I carried bruises on my back for many years and that I believe was a method to keep me from exercising or enjoying the basic forms of pleasure that everyone is entitled to. I sometimes would not be able to work or go anywhere like a carnival, shopping or climb stairs or to flea markets etc. This is what our government is telling you is surveillance.

After 9-11 this program increased and more so called agents were hired. It was already being used but the public was unaware of it. Now, most people who have access to the Internet or Snowden's papers know all about this program. All you have to do is Google the right words or the right people. Some well known scientist have denounced this program and are fighting to get it out but our media is either scared (who ever thought journalist would be scared) or have been threatened to keep their silence.

Wednesday, May 11, 2016

We all know the effects of sleep deprivation. This program goes through cycles...sleep deprivation, torture (visions ) and then they try to pretend they are helping you or they are the good guys. Remember when they use words like they, them it is a game...there are no they or them...the person chatting is the bad guy and also the they or them. It is a dissociation game.

Monday, May 02, 2016


These perverts want you to tell these stories because they know that the general public do not realize that they have the ability to put visions and simulate torture. In fact I didn't believe it when I read a story before it happened to me. Some of the people who are victims would surprise you. We have engineers, psychologist, military most not doing anything wrong but catching their attention. After all with the FISA Court rubber stamping request constantly and no Nuremberg Code being enforced or no supervision of these men and women with the power of weapons and technology it doesn't surprise me that we are targeted in this manner. When I was raped I was wide awake and I could not move my legs as they felt tied, when I received the gunshot to the head I had been sleeping and they awoke me to be sure that I got all the drama with the simulated gunshot to the head. Recently I wrote a letter and I was told how resilient I was by yet another government agency. I think they cover their butts by many layers. I would say they have to live with themselves but if they are desensitized then they have no trouble living with themselves. That may be the key to our soldiers who went berserk and killed their wives  at Fort Bragg several years ago. There were about six or seven murders on that base. Maybe this was the real reason.

It's back to the same old programs. First they tried to make me think I was being water boarded then they tried to make me think they put a chemical on my perineal area. This just occurred and I felt it important to put it in writing. All of this because I threatened to go to the ACLU, American Bar Association and to send photos to Amy Goodman. It is their character that is flawed. Recently I read an article that stated they were subjected to brain washing where they were shown videos that were so horrendous and this continued until they were desensitized. By doing this they had no compulsion about what they did to us. Once again it proves my point that ethics and integrity are not a part of this program. Those who speak up are silenced by the Baker Act or punished by burns and visions.

While they show their worth and character to us they go home and act as normal as you and I. So who is really crazy surely not the victims of brain mapping, enhanced interrogation or mind control.

Again let me remind you that my being in this program is part of a larger cover up. It can't be that I believe in a conspiracy in the Atlanta Bombings (which is why I turned the tapes of the person I believed to be involved  over to the local detectives who in turn turned them over to the FBI) Conspiracies are a dime a dozen. It can't be because they covered up the fact that a gun runner and drug dealer was possibly used and they allowed that person to be free or that they have tried repeatedly with threats to arrest me, harm me and have caused problems for my family. It is because they did wrong to begin with. By the way they allowed that person to go free even when I did what my lawyer advised me to do and I tried to notify the SBI. Here is that story. I called and got intercepted by a fake and they pretended to notify drug enforcement via the old microphone and radio use. They were PATCHING me through and then the fake pretended not to know the person I was talking about and the fake SBI asked me if I wanted to speak with him and I asked for his phone number which turned out to be a fake when I tried to call it. So much for ethics. I could add some more to the above story as it is much more complicated but I am tired after all I was just put through a simulated waterboard.

Thursday, April 14, 2016

Another explanation.

I do not know if this is correct and I will not name who sent it to me but here is the email that I received.

'Street Theater' is how CIA DIA Hive Mind Teams use Organized Stalking against you for the purpose of engineering speed of light 'Thought Triggered Attacks'.  'Street Theater' is comprised  of two things:



This is because CIA DIA Trauma Based Mind Control is based on ;'Pattern Recognition', meaning the CIA DIA Hive Mind Teams are seeking coherent patterns of your thoughts for the to establish and integrate into RNM data.

In other words, 'Integration Completion' between the RNM system and your brain is hindered and without your response to their specific 'impulse injections', the RNM verification process is breaks apart and Mind Control fails.

The remote neural monitoring system is designed to provoke you emotionally so they can generate 'Response Statistics' which the RNM system will use to determine how to interpret and link descriptions with data captured about your memory references. That is why they are constantly trying to keep you talking, or constantly stopping you and asking for directions, getting in your face, etc.
Once they have consistent statistics the system will use previous 'choice references' and inject them into your subconscious thought during normal activity to convince you that the response was your own and influence you to complete or describe the reference by making the appropriate verbalizing or performing a related action, which is known as 'Verification'. You can fight and/or control this if you learn to defeat these memory attacks by learning to read active memory.

Once they see what you respond to emotionally, or intellectually, they will fabricate 'Conversational Scenarios' or 'Situational Scenarios' (Street Theater) based on events or topics they know will capture your attention.  They don't care whether it is good or evil, right or wrong, facts or lies, etc.  All the CIA DIA Hive Mind Teams care about is that you respond so they can remotely map your brain into a cognitive model based off the evoked potentials (electromagnetic emissions) of your brain.

The CIA DIA Hive Mind Teams will then constantly run you through a 'Verification' routine where the system probes you for a particular set of responses repeatedly in order to establish a pattern which is called 'Pattern Recognition'. If you are interacting and countering these probes the CIA DIA handler/operator will vary the routine in an attempt to 'verify' via different methods

Once the system 'verifies' the selected responses they will be used in the next wave of harassment routines - the process is endless and you will see the effects clearly if you are consistently interacting countering and  defeating the RNM system (supercomputer). If you are not interacting, countering and defeating the remote neural monitoring/manipulation system then you will not see or notice the effects.

The way to defeat their remote neural monitoring system is by constantly learning to read your thoughts and contrasting your normal memory and thought process from that of the RNM's fabricated and falsified speed of light injections during your Thought Composition, meaning the supercomputer engages in the remote neural attacks when you are formulating your thoughts and preparing to act..

These 'Remote Neural Attacks' can be performed successfully at lower intensities and you may initially only notice them if you are frequently being tested at higher intensities: Torture!

Everything the CIA DIA Hive Mind Teams  do is a game of 'Deception' and 'Manipulation', nothing more.

Make certain you do not accept anything they say as truth and do not acknowledge anything the system interrogates you about as truth. The system will take random bits of anything it captures through your senses and fabricate stories which they will use to harass and interrogate you with no intention other than to distract and torture you into submission [to the system's influence].

Today I am angry because I have done nothing...yet, I am harassed 24/7 by people that have been responsible for allowing drug dealers to go free, terrorist to go free and yet I am the person targeted with sexual assault by pulsing my private area or pulsing other areas of my body. The cover up that allows victims to be victimized over and over again goes way up the ladder right into our Justice Department.

Hopefully we will be prevalent in getting corruption out of the intelligence community and congress with this next election.

Sunday, April 03, 2016

Just a Thought

It is important to remember that this program is approved by congress and the POTUS. The program used by many of the intelligence agencies is illegal and goes against everything in the Constitution of the United States.

It consist of many levels, one being the "Martha Mitchell" effect ( Mitchel was the wife of John Mitchel one of the Watergate crooks. When she tried to tell the public what was going on they sent her to a mental hospital to discredit her. They use what is called "gaslighting" to make you appear to be losing your mind. Gaslighting in taken from an old Ingrid Bergman movie where her husband does things to make her think she is seeing things, misplacing things or imagining things.  Some of these things are holograms. They also use enhanced interrogation where you are brain washed into believing their lies. In doing this they physically attack you leaving small pinpoints or what appears to be needle marks and even some that look like cigarette burns which leave you with permanent scars. Then there is the destruction of your property or even your home.

The whole idea is to destroy you over a long period of time by the use of their Cointel programs and the use of weapons and technology. When you try to tell the media or a doctor the idea is to make them disbelieve you.

My suggestion is to take pictures of your self after one of their episodes and zoom in over different areas of the photos. You will see images that will enlighten you.

Our government is not beneath using you as collateral damage in developing programs and in doing experiments as well as using you as training programs for the military without your permission. We have long ago violated the Nuremberg Code, escalated the MkUltra programs and Pandora in our greed to control the people. Beware this is not about hunting for terrorist, stopping the war on drugs, mental illness, it is just about power and control just as the use of rape in their programs are.

The men and women who participate in these programs are NOT honorable, they are chosen not for what they have but for what they lack.

The misuse of these programs is rampant and without proper supervision and oversight they have become a threat to all of us.

Monday, March 21, 2016

Last night was a repeat of the night before with the visions where they have the ability to make you play a part in their sick visions. I can't imagine taking a job where people are harassed and destroyed. It goes to their character that they think what they do is funny and a contribution to society.

What they are really doing is creating a place where people no longer have their privacy or the ability to make their own choices in everyday living. Imagine being coerced from your homes and losing your employment because some pervert wants to use you as an example or an experiment.

These are sick programs and we really need another Church Committee to investigate the use and misuse of these programs. Heads off the group in California who actually call themselves the Church Committee.

Sunday, March 20, 2016

I don't know about the rest of the victims but I for one have seen an increase of abuse. The abuse is waves over my stomach and private area along with sick dreams.

If you are one of those people who complained and got a reply referring you to an agency that has an .gov after their web address I suggest that you list Dr. Nick Begich as your scientific research. For those who do not know this smart and wonderful person please look up his bio. You can also go to U Tube where he has information.

There is no reason to think that these perverts are anything but unethical, many with a lack of integrity. It is very early in the morning as I find it easier to get out of bed than to listen or to allow them to place disturbing dreams in our minds. Of course this was in retaliation for my complaint in the first place.

These are sick experiments and we need strong senators to form another Church Committee (Google) to investigate these programs.  Our President seems to be
blindsided as to the dangers of these programs. The Neuramburg Code is a joke and I have heard only two senators running for President saying we need to bring back the Nuremberg Code. One was Bernie Sanders and I guarantee he will not get the election as we are going to be stuck with someone who will continue to allow these invasions of our lives and privacy.

The dream this morning was about child sexual predators  and of course I believe that there are possibly more predators besides the few that they found in the Department of Homeland Security and other agencies using these programs.

I want to thank the good agents in these agencies that protect the people and really are there for our good but for the many that use these programs to cover their backs and not for the good of the country I only pray that your loved ones, daughters, wives and mothers get treated as you treat us. You were not chosen for what you have but for what you lack.

Sunday, January 10, 2016

Freedoms Denied to Americans

In our homes we should at least be able to exercise our freedom of thought and speech but under the enhanced interrogation program and the surveillance program they are NOT given this freedom. If they say something that the peeping Tom's do not like then they are zapped or punched or mistreated in some way or another.

This is America and these idiots do not seem to realize that what they are doing to the people in this country will ultimately be done to their families and loved ones. Obviously what my friend said is true." They were not chosen because of what they have but because of what they lack".

How are we safer when the people who are targeted, who wake up with blood drops on their pillows, bruises, tormented images believe that the people who should be protecting them are the people terrorizing them?

I wonder if someday this program will be used to control elections, court cases and senators? Technology and weapons have far outdone the morality of using them.

This goes on for years and years and how did so many Americans get caught up and lose what our constitution guaranteed them?

Saturday, January 09, 2016

Recently in the news there has been many reports concerning sleep deprivation and even TV has caught up with many components of the enhanced intelligence program. The American Psychiatric Association has threatened to remove the license of any psychiatrist that participates in the inhumane use of their profession. Keep in mind sleep deprivation is now used on many innocent people here in the United States as a means to fill their government computers with information about that person. This method has NOT been scientifically proved to be safe or even useful but it continues in many intelligence communities by those with questionable ethics and integrity.

Sleep deprivation cause weight gain, memory loss and many other physical problems but our government does not care. It isn't used on suspected terrorist only it is used on any American where a worthless agent filed information that was not true and received a FISA court warrant. Once these warrant were granted these people then became part of the "No Fly" list that our government wants to deny guns to. The "No Fly" list was supposed to keep us safe not violate constitutional rights. These people were never truly investigated to determine if they were dangerous and many were railroaded into programs for the mentally ill as a means to silence them or to punish them because of unethical agents.

Not to say that we don't need a "No Fly" list but we need to make sure the people on it are really a threat to society and that has not been done.  The public should be up in arms over the use of mind programs that are called enhanced interrogation and sold as safe when they are anything but safe. They should be screaming for their rights and filing lawsuits (which I hear is happening as in the five Viet Nam Vets who won a settlement based upon the illegal use of this technology and weapons) they should be all over the talk shows and the real journalist should be investigating the use of this program. Many of the people may not be guilty of anything but jaywalking!

Monday, November 30, 2015

The whole premise behind the NSA and enhanced intelligence is to get you to say or do something you would not do. These men and women get their jollies off by placing sexual feelings, emotions and images by trying to make you believe that you are having sex upon awakening. Then they try to use that to place an idea in your head. Sounds crazy but to the victims they will understand this post.

Many years ago I was told that I would be controlled through the time I didn't understand this program but I do now. If you are sexually assaulted or raped whether it be in real time or by using the mind to make you think it then it is real. For me I was wide awake and it was done for three nights at the same time and exactly the same leaving me to believe it was a computerized rape or as the victims have complained a mechanical rape. It is still rape and those behind the rapes were corrupt. It leads to their character not mine or any other victim. When a woman is raped it is not their fault it is the rapist who should be ashamed and put away.

This is a method they use to get you to talk. This is done without benefit of your lawyer and denied by our government. I suggest you snap photos of your head and groin. Those photos will show sexual activity. My idea is just to post everything they do and to show their ethics, character and the integrity of this program. It wasn't about mass gathering of emails, wire taps. It was really about the use of enhanced interrogation on innocent citizens in this country and the victimization of people who are placed int his program not because they have done something but to determine everything they did wrong in their lives from jaywalking to murder. Unfortunately in this country we have a constitution that prohibits our government from using such programs but it is ignored. A word of warning: Recently the FBI asked the court in a particular case to allow them to keep quiet about their source of information. I believe it may have been this program.

This morning it was to finger XXXX with me but I caught it and thus it is time to file for my FOIA. I received a letter from DHS that they nothing but Quantico had information. So I have decided to take the letter to my lawyer and use the FOIA to gather the information that they have.

No person deserves to be treated like they treat innocent victims of these REMOTE ENHANCED INTERROGATION techniques or programs. I suggest that if they believe so strongly in this sick program that they place their loved ones in it and gather their information.

If they want me to talk it will be about them as I don't have any information that is useful to anyone. So, use your methods of torture, sex and verbal abuse along with threats and I will gladly talk but you won't appreciate what I say or to whom I say it.

Thursday, November 26, 2015

Nobody owns anyone and if they think they do then they are either crazy or have character flaws that normal people can't undo.

If the intelligence community ignores or denies information that they know to be true and they choose to cover it up by raping someone and simulating a gunshot to their head with technology or direct energy weapons then those intelligence agents do not care about this country. Allowing someone who participated in a terrorist act to go free and punish the person who informed them is wrong.

It only shows the ethics and integrity are below what is satisfactory to the general population and they are seriously flawed.

Monday, November 09, 2015

Sleep Deprivation

The game is like this: They try to get you to think something or to do something...when you don't then they threaten you. The best thing is not to ever do what they want because these people are NOT your friend. They will cause you harm in some way.

The last few nights I could see the drone and I was palsed and tormented all night. I have needle marks and black and blue marks. Tell it and they make you look looney or try to. I have been a target for over 16 years. I have no history of mental illness but when our government wants to silence a whistle blower or to keep a witness quiet they employ these tactics...that is what the enhanced intelligence is all about. It is NOT about keeping you safe. The FBI has stated that no terrorist were caught because of this program....

Sleep deprivation causes many types of illnesses. In fact diabetes, accidents, weight gain and heart problems have all been contributed to sleep deprivation but our government has decided that the use of this program invented by the Russians is good for this country. They have bamboozled everyone into believing that it will stop or cure mental illness, stop drug use and dealers and above all stop dumb can we be?

Sunday, November 01, 2015

Many years ago there was an incident at my house where I was watching two children that belonged to a former detective. This detective was in the hospital and I was helping out. During the night the youngest screamed and I went running to her and once I saw she was okay I took my camera and took a photo of her. The photo showed an image where her private parts would be under the cover of the same man that sexually assaulted me. I then took a photo of her sister and that photo showed a gray line going up her nose. These girls were only about seven and ten and I realized that the perverts that abused me were then attacking these two little girls.

It is disgusting to try to stay in bed and while in the almost awake state the perverts sexually assault and send sexual images that are so gross that you wonder what kind of people they are. These men ware uniforms that are dark in color and have patches on the sleeves. This particular man appears to be in a wheelchair and is almost bald with glasses. I believe that his sickness is such that he should be tested for mental illness simply because of his attack on young children.

These men and women have so little respect for themselves that they are willing to do unthinkable things to women and children. I honestly believe they are chosen for what they lack not for what they have because a normal human being would not place images of this nature in the minds of anyone. The burning in the groin is a dead give away as to what they are trying to do to us. My bedroom is ten degrees hotter than the rest of the house and it is impossible to get a normal night's sleep. Sleep deprivation is a part of this sick program where they try to gather information and verbal and physical abuse is also a part of this program. Often they threaten to destroy something I own or cause me to lose a friend or family member. Cointel is a big part of this program where they try to pit you against friends and family by telling us lies about people we care about.

It saddens me to think that our congress and president care so little about the people that they are willing to subject children to these abuses.

Tuesday, September 22, 2015

NSA/Quantico harassment

Today I am posting on this blog because I was tortured last night. Around three this morning I was awoken and my private parts burned as part of their secret surveillance, brain mapping enhanced interrogation program. From 3-5:30 I was bullied by lies and threatened constantly. I feel the only alternative is to file a complaint with the Inspector General....Of course they claim this only makes them laugh and they laugh at any senator who tries to expose this illegal program.

So far they have raped me, sodomized me, stolen from me, followed me across country and had me locked up for expired driver's license where I was refused a lawyer, stripped searched, impounded my car and sent my dog to a kennel. All of this because they wanted me to keep their secrets. I do believe these agents may be corrupted. This does not go to all agents just the Rudolph Task Force. If it wasn't the Task Force who was responsible for all the torture etc. then it was drug enforcement (hard to believe) when they were aware I do not do drugs, sell drugs etc.

This program is responsible for the burns on my arms, legs head and shoulders. The men and women behind this program lack integrity and are dishonest. I can see them...sometimes I can see a black round object that looks like the end of a telescope...other times a tiny light (size of the end of a pin) appears and then I taste something bitter and am forced into a deep breath...I am knocked out, woke up as a part of their illegal program.

I sent Department of Homeland Security a FOIA request and received a letter stating that I was not listed anywhere but that Quantico had my information. Why Quantico? Because they are using people to train these weapons.

Most of the time it is crowd control weapons...or weapons and technology that has the ability to wake you up where you are at the end of some dream (being questioned about stupid issues) where the dream feels like a movie with you in it. Sometimes you will see holograms. Once they placed a fighter plane in my bedroom and the men were talking like it was real. Another time they tried to make me believe that I saw an alien...I do not believe in aliens. Then there was the time that they held me against my car for over eight hours making me believe that I was being held at gunpoint or arrested. I was able to see light flashes in the sky. My dog was in the car and the temp was over 80 degrees for over six hours. When they allowed me to get the dog out I saw that he was thirsty but given the heat that was inside a car in 80 degrees with the windows up he should have been dead. I now know the weapons cooled him off and made him very groggy.

The program will use a threat to try to get you to do something or not to do something or to alter your personality. They can make you cry, angry etc by these weapons.

If you think you are in a program like this....take photos of your body...the weapons or technology can be seen on the camera. Do not destroy the camera disks because then you can't prove the pictures are not doctored.

My next plan is to send my blog link to senators.....

I have never been diagnosed with mental illness, given even a prescription for any medication, had no problems in college or school and I am a baby boomer.

Saturday, September 12, 2015

Sometime around 7:00AM I was attacked by a sharp pain and burning to the left side of my head. This was meant to keep me from posting details regarding several incidents that were caused by the use of these weapons and technology.  I believe that there was a cover up of several mistakes made by the Rudolph Task Force OR drug enforcement.  My involvement was only the fact that I had taped someone who knew how and who was going to do the bombing at the Olympics. The three tapes were turned over to  local authorities and then turned over to the FBI or task force.  Later there were three more tapes and I do not know if these ever made it to the FBI because the detective that I turned them over to was disgusted with the fact that they failed to do much to question the person.

Wednesday, September 09, 2015

Everyday victims of this secret enhanced interrogation done by Quantico and other agencies causes more suffering and pain.  Some of the victims can see the perpetrators sometimes. It seems other times they place a haze over the faces, probably because you know or see them on the street. This morning it was a look at the same person who was involved in the Swain County incident. This man has dark hair, glasses and was pretending to drive a truck with the words "Ashville Pipes" on the side. Several years later I saw him in another location in NC. Last night he threatened me that if I did not go along with him he would have to find a more sinister means to control me.

This to an ordinary citizen sounds bizarre and it is craziness on the part of the perps. First they try to get you in a state of wakefulness where you are just coming out of a sleep and the visions are always sexual then they try to manipulate you into thinking what they want. Sometimes it is just to mess with your head to keep you quiet. These same agents allowed a man to go free who at the very least could have identified the person involved in the bombings in Atlanta way back in the 90's.  This person probably was involved and I can assure you there was no lone bomber.  When the mistakes came to light then the torture and this program was used to cover up the information.

Don't threaten me because I will take steps to file a complaint with my senators or go to the news media. Tired of the harassment being done by the NSA, FBI, DEA to all citizens in this country.

Injuries I sustained while they tortured me

A picture of my bedroom wall
Outside my friends window. This was where they simulated the gunshot to my head

Sunday, September 06, 2015

The NSA Abusive Program.

The NSA through their surveillance program has abilities that are mind boggling. For instance they have the ability to communicate with the same weapons and technology that is used against pirates. They can speak to one person or everyone from a distance and not be seen.

They use this technology to harass citizens in this country. They will take one small incident in that person's life and for days, weeks and months and sometimes years make comments that are untrue in the hope that they can develop some form of anxiety or PTSD. In fact many of the victims have both. Domestic Violence victims can relate to this because it is the same type of abuse. It is meant to reduce that person to some pliable person where they can manipulate them to do as they want.

If this is not similar to the MkUltra programs of the 60's where the Church Committee supposedly brought an end to the program then nothing is. Our government just hid the program and carries it out under the illusion of protecting this country by declaring a war on drugs and a war on terrorist.  There has been no evidence that a terrorist was tried or convicted by this program.

Supposedly the largest abusers who go unsupervised is drug enforcement... I am not a terrorist nor a drug dealer or user.

They cover their abuses up by declaring people as delusional. The victim tells what they hear or see and the families fall right in line to get their loved one help for their mental illness.

The increase in mental illness is nothing but a sham and an excuse to medicate and incarcerate innocent victims.

There are many aspects of this program and I hope to add news articles and scientific evidence which is easy to find.

Monday, August 31, 2015

What is the norm with this interrogation or memory game program is that you will see a naked body image just before the genitals are manipulated. These are sick boys and girls...can't call them real men and women because they should know better.

Sunday, August 30, 2015

Below is an article that now makes sense to me. Each victim of interrogation has complained of being forced to involuntarily  take a deep breath through the nose which seems to knock them out. The other point is that they often complain of odors...mine were cigarettes and coffee.

The amygdala also controls emotions, survival instincts and memory. So what is this secret program doing. Gathering our memories, destroying memories and changing emotions...why does our government want this happen to citizens here and why would they allow it except to interrogate us or destroy memories we have. Most of the time they enhance memories and they use dreams or visions to see our reaction to these things. We have become not only experiments but we are targeted for something.

Are these programs being used to try to create suicide bombers or some other suicide expedition that would kill someone. Sounds pretty crazy but one thing's certain they are messing with us.
  1. There are two amygdalae per person normally, with one amygdala on each side of brain. They are thought to be a part of the limbic system within the brain, which is responsible for emotions, survival instincts, and memory.
  2. The Amygdala: Definition, Role & Function |

Tuesday, August 25, 2015

ANother sexual assault!! and with an assault comes a threat!!

While you can't help feeling sorry for a grown man who has to play with himself while he sexually assaults you it is wrong. This morning I took a photo of my private area because they had put an image in my mind of my doctor sexually assaulting me while I was sitting on the toilet. The image showed a man in a white shirt who had a hairstyle like Phil Silverman and he wore glasses. What a shame that the only way he can get his jollies off is to use technology while he manipulates his penis. It was about 6:45 in the morning while I was waking up!! He even had the nerve to say it is the bald man.

This is an example of what these poor excuses for a man will do with women when they have the opportunity. But I got his picture...

No morals, no ethics and no conscience.....what mental personality do you assign him?

Monday, August 24, 2015

Shamed of our Intelligence

The ethics of the NSA spying program which is the same program the CIA, FBI, DEA, DIA use goes to the character of the men and women who participate in the use of it. They use trigger words like cancer, arrest, coming for you and the n word, lesbian and the new word for this week is cock.

Sometimes they tell you a loved one died. Yesterday and for the past week it has been Mickey who rides a motorcycle.

I don't know about you but I am not proud of these men and women I am disappointed and shamed that our branches of intelligence even consider using this enhanced interrogation program on citizens in this country.

These programs became popular under the Bush and Cheney Administration and Obama continued with them. If the people have any sense at all they will boot any congressman who did not have the balls to vote against the Freedom and PAtriot Act. When you hear Jeb Bush say he will give more powers to these agencies then you had better run from this idiot as far and fast as you can. He does not understand the constitution.

Friday, August 21, 2015

This is just a partial excerpt of my story. I did not know Rudolph and all I did was tape and turn over tapes of conversations with the person who did know him.  
In 1996 a few weeks before the Olympic Park bombing, a friend of mine started talking about how he could bomb the Olympics. He told me where and how he would place the bomb. I didn’t pay much attention because I figured he was just running his mouth. Prior to that I was asked by a detective if I knew if he was building a bomb and I didn’t. When a friend of his approached me and said he was making a bomb I turned it over to the detectives along with the name of the person who told me. Later I was offered a safe house and I believe I had some sort of protection because when I left the house I saw a pattern of protection.
On Friday afternoon the day before the bombing (it went early the following morning) XXXXX came in and asked if I heard anything about a bomb going off and I said no just a plane being hijacked. He came in around 20 till 2:00.
The following morning I got up and saw that a bomb had gone off and I thought this was what Tommy was talking about. It was when I realized that it happened after he had come in and in the manner that he said it would happen that I was devastated. However, I was sure the caller that warned about the bomb was not XXXXX. I then suspected he knew something and when I saw him I asked him about it. These conversations were put on tape and while the tapes were not very good quality I turned them over to the detective. I used a tape recorder that wasn’t voice activated on the first tape and then I bought a voice activated tape and recorded him again.
Six months later I heard the FBI asking for help and I called believing they had the tapes but told them who to call for the tapes. They never contacted me.
Later they went to visit XXXXX and it was then that I saw the other side of XXXXX and the threats and I began to record him again. In all there were six tapes. The second set of tapes where he spoke about hiding in the mountains and telling me nobody would ever see him again plus other comments like “Maybe I didn’t do it, I just know who did” in which I asked him to call the FBI. We were not on great terms but were friends until the FBI went to visit him.
He had gone to Andrews he said to water raft prior to that bombing and I saw photos. He had told me he went to WV but when I saw the photos he told me it was the Nantahala Mountains. I saw one photo and asked who the person was and he said a man named Dan who lived in a trailer and acted as a guide…he was nobody he said.
The agents never got out of the car missing a perfect opportunity to see his machine shop and a sheet of steel that had recently been cut that matched those in the photos. I had no cable, satellite and only got local news so I was limited as to the information regarding all those bombings. I gave the information to the detective and moved away.
Later when the detective was no longer employed as a detective I spoke to him. While on the phone with him I saw the Alabama information and told him that this man looked familiar to me. I dismissed it and went back to what I was doing.
I worked for a doctor and he took me on vacation with his family to Black Mountain and I took a drive to Andrews. Later I camped there and it was then that I remembered all the things I thought were insignificant.
For years I was followed but was unconcerned because I had done the right thing. However, when they came in my house while I was working and destroyed things I decided it was time to get a lawyer. This was when they didn’t need a warrant in 2001. I had old coins missing and picture destroyed.
Once Rudolph was identified and caught the agents began a campaign to silence me. It was then they decided it was okay to use weapons or technology (I believe crowd control weapons) to make me appear delusional. I was camping at the time and they used a hologram to make me think I was being held at gunpoint. Only I caught on. Of course I ended up in a hospital. However, I was able to prove I was sane and was released with no medication and no diagnosis of mental illness. This did not stop them. They then used the same technology to simulate rape. This happened the same time and in the same manner three or four nights in a row until I was injured and bleeding. The threats were to keep my mouth shut and I wasn’t getting them in trouble. Since I did not know Rudolph and I took the time to connect XXXXXX and Rudolph and they destroyed the tapes, then I believe it is them who should be under surveillance and not me. Why I was never questioned by agents remains a mystery to me instead of being placed in a program in an attempt to change my story. I believe they did not want me to tell anything about the tapes.
In the meantime I had on the advice of my lawyer given up my job and my apartment. I took a job on the tugboats thinking it would reduce the harassment. It didn’t. It made me homeless. I then asked the former detective for help and he let me stay at his grandmother’s house which he inherited but did not live in. It was here that they simulated a gunshot to my head complete with the drama of the odor of gun powder, pain in my ear and head and a feeling like my body was a sleep then cold. I heard a voice that said “Janice, this is what a gunshot to the head feels like”. I later raised money for that detective for a heart transplant. I watched his children when he was in the hospital and became friends with his entire family. He always said that Tommy was involved somehow but wasn’t sure of the extent and that he had seen Rudolph in the area.
I went to a shelter where they hired me to write grants and I then went to grant school and got my own place, was hired as a domestic violence advocate and later became a director of an agency. I retired when I saw some of these agents in town and the harassment was stepped up.
I have had my vehicles damaged, my home damaged and my reputation damaged by these people. I was one of five people who wrote the grants for housing for mental health and I later helped many agencies when they had no money and needed funding.
Although I had 17 rolls of film stolen and destroyed I have many videos and photos where the abuse and weapons are shown. The lack of integrity and supervision is apparent by the types of torture and the words they use when they use they speak.  For non-believers all they have to do is Google the article FBI Has Program that Mimics Schizophrenia to see how these people suffers when this program is used. There is no evidence that it prevents terrorist and in fact there may be some of those shooters that were in this program. To continue when the senate has admitted they don’t believe there is a way that they can provide oversight is to leave innocent American citizens to be abused and tortured. There has been Gay and Lesbians who were in this program where the program was used to make them think they were straight.
In my case one of the first threats was that they could make XXXXX shoot me or I shoot him. I did not find it credible as I did not find the Anthrax scare or any other silly comments that were made during that time. However, to continue with the torture and abuse when I am not a terrorist nor a drug dealer, seller or mentally ill is asking for a lawsuit and public attention of this program.
If I was so horrible then I am sure that a former detective would not have left his children with me to watch or allow me to stay in his home while I looked for work.
When men and women think they can use rape as a means to control anyone then those people become criminals and should be treated as such instead of given employment that allows them to continue to abuse women and children. Many men have reported severe pain from extended erections. It is sad that Americans have to form support groups and shelters for victims of these programs.
The Freedom Act is nothing but an excuse to continue with enhanced interrogation and brain mapping. Congress has proven they are not representing the people when they allow this form of abuse. My question for the people running for office is this:
What will you do if you become President to stop it?