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Friday, August 17, 2018

I heard on the news where there was a new scam. The caller tells you they have nude or compromising photos and they will put them on the Internet if you don't pay. In my case it was they had photos of me and that if I didn't shut up they were going to post them on the Internet. Except these were government employees and they were using the technology to threaten me. Just as they are using the technology to burn my groin as I speak. They cannot be trusted they are not honest they will screw their mother for a paycheck.

Monday, August 06, 2018

I was just reminded by the Pervert that I was pistol whipped. Did I remember where I was being raped that's what you were calling it

Saturday, August 04, 2018

This is my scalp after a night of torture.

Thursday, August 02, 2018

All you have to do is mention getting a FOIA and all the sudden you get a mysterious pain in your back in your leg or they sting you somewhere. This is how they train you not to do what is in your best interest. The men and women who do this to you are probably in training they get a star on their forehead if they get you to do something that they are trying to get you to do. The chatter is nothing but to try to mix you up just like this chatter the Trump does & Giuliani does it's all bunch of bull crap it's gaslighting. These people do not have high standards or morals. Do not let them ever talk to you about anything that you have done because what they are doing on a daily basis is illegal and they know it that's why they don't want you to pursue anything. That's why they try to keep you broke. Do not trust anything they tell you. Not everything that happens to you can be blamed on them but they do so much and they take the credit for what has happened to you. So therefore you can't help but question did they do this to me this time there are no coincidences it is them more than likely. So if you're thinking about something you know they don't want you to think about count on being attacked.

Wednesday, August 01, 2018

I use this blog as a way to keep track of what these perverts do to us especially to me. Right now they are burning my groin and probably will try sleep deprivation again tonight. It is the bald headed guy with glasses he reminds me of that man who killed his whole family John Linder or something. I consider these people in moral and what they are doing is unconstitutional violate our civil liberties our privacy rights all right to an attorney because they questioned us all night long without the use of an attorney. They place Visions in our mind for and since last night they placed one where somebody was handing someone what would appear to be drugs and then I hear this should do you till the weekend. I do not sell drugs I do not use drugs I never have I am not interested in anything they have to do with drugs. Whatever game they're playing they need to just forget it call my lawyer if they want to talk to me or leave me the f--- alone.

Sleep Deprivation

Sleep deprivation and chatter was there schedule for last night.

Tuesday, July 24, 2018

Well the perverts were back last night trying to make me think I was in the middle of a sex act in their virtual reality game or program. I've come to the conclusion they are a impotent B can't get sex anywhere Orsi's just plain old pervert. I could have told them that there's children next door that might have thrilled them a little bit more than a 70 year old lady.

Saturday, July 21, 2018

It doesn't take a genius to know that if you like something they try to turn you against it as in my case and then my friends case if you don't swear their whole challenge is to make you have a foul mouth like they do. Anything that makes you look like you're a real person and not a piece of crap like they are is what they try to stop. After all they've got to have a poor excuse for everything that they do especially when the torture the rape the abuse mental and physical is not justified. This is still America we still have rights and I don't see anywhere in the Constitution that it says our intelligence agencies of any of them have the right to rape sodomize torture Abused Women and Children. In fact we treat our pows better than we are treated. These people have to be some Sick Puppies the think that what they are doing whether they are ordered to do it or not is okay. In fact I think that if you are ordered to do something that is unconstitutional or illegal you have the right to say no but they get their jollies out of watching women pee take showers and everything else that should be personal and private. The minute somebody speaks out then they tart start that game you're going to be arrested even when you know there is no reason for any of them to come. It is just their mind game that is how they try to control you ignore it go do what you want to do and when they start that bull crap tell him I don't have to listen to you you are nobody you're sitting in front of a computer ordering somebody to do something or doing it yourself and you are nobody you were not chosen because you were the cream of the crop you were chosen not because you have something but because you lack something that says a lot about you.

You can't even lay down and watch TV without these men or women or whatever the hell you want to call these pigs playing in your private area

Friday, July 20, 2018

When government agencies use direct energy weapons that have the capabilities of gaslighting, have the ability to speak and to know what you're thinking before you know what you're thinking that is surely an invasion of your privacy. Wendy same agencies scar you with simulating Burns rape destroy your vehicles there is something seriously wrong with the agencies and with the men and women who participate. Imagine if you were able to do all these things out in the open what would happen to you? With the secrecy of these programs and the denial my hiding behind the word classified there is surely needs to be and investigation into the character of the men and women and into the programs and agencies themselves. This is America who would have thought that one day you would go to bed and you have virtual reality dreams all night long while they played with your private area with the understanding that it does something to your brain and makes it more easy for them to do the things they are doing. Who would have thought that in America they would be allowed to use these programs or Technologies to do what they are doing two thousands and thousands and thousands of Americans. But we're trying to give you information. Tune them out if you got to play a radio or television two televisions on two different channels put it all in your house do it. They have hit my head so hard that I have had pain points of blood coming out I had a beautician verify this I had what look like cigarette Burns going up my left arm one day that took forever to go away months and months and then left scars I still have a serious card that looks like a pair of glasses on my right wrist I wake up in the morning and I have back aches and if I take a picture of my back I get images of the very characters behind the abuse. Sometimes I get all kinds of black and blue marks. Gas lighting is done in several ways one is to make you think that you put something somewhere and then they came in and they took it or that you got something at the store and put it in your buggy but you really didn't do it at all they have different ways of gaslighting one is missing formation constantly if they tell you the sky is blue go to the window and look out because you cannot believe them you cannot trust them do not even think for a minute if they tell you one truth that the next 29 sentences or the truth because they aren't. They camper with your vehicle I've had my gas speed up I've had my car stopped in the middle of the road I've had my lights go out all kinds of things with my vehicles while driving. I had pulled into my driveway and knew my foot would be on a break but couldn't get it to the break and run into my porch That's them. Do not trust any voice you hear. These are not internal voices these are external voices and you can prove that by taking a picture of your ear and you can see what I see on my photos and show their external. They will call you crazy when they can't do anything else they will use words like sheriff arrest all kinds of bull crap. They are sitting in front of little black boxes that look like computers are our computers and they are repeating things that they knew got your attention before ignore them that's all they're doing anything they say to you is to get your attention. They will use trigger words over and over and over again. Sometimes you can't help but react but just remember these are the scumbags of the earth they are not protecting our country if they're raping little old women burning women assaulting children or playing with men's penises. They get their jollies off buy other people's misery because that is their character.

Monday, July 02, 2018

A few nights ago I woke up to here how do you want to die you have 3 Days to Live this is the kind of bull crap mentality that these psychos have against that's women. Today I'm trying to watch TV and of course they're playing with my private area so they can get their jollies off. They are burning it and stinging it and then telling me a bunch of bullcrap again thinking that if you sting my vagina or you burn me that I'm going to buy into your bull crap. I have no intention of buying into your bull crap nor will you make me look like a Looney Tune to cover up your guilty conscience if you have a conscience. The FBI lied it's as plain as that they told a lie and then they put me under this bull crap so that I couldn't tell they told a lie. Most of those jackasses are doing nothing but covering up for whistleblowers. Most of the victims of this torture are whistleblowers they're not mentally ill they're not drug dealers they're not anything they're certainly not terrorist they are whistleblowers. This is how they can strain people and they're doing it two witnesses and they are doing it too victims to make themselves look good. I have to ask does that Senate know that they are raping 70 year old women and seven-year-old children? I think the best thing that anybody can do is a if you are a victim right to the American Psychiatric association and tell them what is going on or right to the American Bar Association and tell them what is going on. You've got to stand up and speak out where they will play with your vagina all night long to get their jollies off because that's their character.

Wednesday, June 27, 2018

It's sleep deprivation now. They go from sleep deprivation to torture to being real nice the back to sleep deprivation or torture they can mix it up a little bit but it's always the same game. You wake up just as tired as when you went to bed partly because they play with your brain all night long and you might as well be awake. In fact leaving the TV on Mets me sleep better than when I lay there with it off for them to screw my brain around. Sleep deprivation is what they're doing now along with sexual harassment. After all way back in the beginning the man said he would control me with sex and that is exactly what he's been trying to do for 20 years. This is abuse sanction government abuse. It is illegal but you can't get anyone to do anything about it. The media knows about it Edward Snowden left them a thousand pages and they were told it's classified and it may be but if it's being done to you it is no longer classified. You are the victim you have a right to speak out. Get your FOIA from any agency that might have been responsible for putting you in this program. Don't forget Quantico Homeland Security FBI ATF DEA because they all use it and the NSA I think might be implementing it along with Quantico. I could be wrong but it doesn't hurt to try and do everything above. Nobody should be tortured sleep-deprived sexually harassed physically mentally and verbally abused under any Administration.

When you have been a victim long enough of this secret NSA program you will find out that they are not very credible and the whole program is based upon gaslighting until you believe what they say, do what they say and then they are getting stars on their foreheads for having destroyed you. Gaslighting is nothing but lies told over and over and over and over until you start to believe it. They use trigger words words that you will recognize to get back into your head. They subliminally speak to you all night long sometimes you will wake up just as tired as when you went to bed. They burn your groin and if you look above your bed when you're sleep when you're laying at night you will see some type of Shadow usually with blue lights in it or sometimes even red lights in it and that is you mine look like two lines and a shadow and a rectangular shape. You awake up with scratches puncture marks bruises and sometimes you have little black seeds or holes in your head where they have put there imaginary electrodes. One of things you will find out is when they're doing something to you if you take a picture you get an image that would look like the real thing. Pay no attention to these people they are liars they are paid to lie over and over and over again they are not your friend they are your enemy the minute you think they are your friend they will crap all over you.

Saturday, June 23, 2018

Well tonight the government whores would I call the NSA has decided that they wanted to place images of or make me feel like I was inserting a tampon. By the way I'm 70 years old I don't think I need them. This is how they get their f****** jollies off. These are some very very sick people.

Friday, June 22, 2018

4th Ammendment supreme Court Ruling

Tuesday, June 19, 2018

There was a time when I had 22 drones over my head one night. Each one started up and began to look like a helicopter. Of course they weren't helicopters they were drone helicopters. G what did I do? Nothing I had done nothing. It was during this time that I was raped.

Wednesday, June 13, 2018


Time for photos to the Senators. Apparently just sending a letter isn't enough anymore. So we will try sending photos to the Senators and if that fails we will send photos to the New York Times Washington Post and the media. I am tired of these perverts using sex to get in our minds to try to convince us to do things or not to do things and two metal in our business. Quantico back the hell off NSA back the hell off

Tuesday, June 12, 2018

Back to the Dark Shadows moving across the ceilings and the burning of my private area. These perverts really get their jollies off at night.

Wednesday, May 30, 2018

I have come to the conclusion that it isn't about what the targets are doing it is about what they are doing and what they are capable of doing. This may be some kind of test for them not for us. Somehow we have become subjects of abuse and torture ignorance simply because they need subjects for training and testing purposes. And the large scope of things they may be data mining 4 a huge computer storage of information such as they use on CSI. Sounds far-fetched maybe it is just a thought

Tuesday, May 22, 2018

Open Letter to Congress:

There are many people in this country under surveillance or some type of government program where they have become victims of torture, rape, gaslighting and remote interrogation for years. Some as many as 15 or 20. We believe our senators either do not care about us or they are unaware of the true intent of enhanced interrogation.

We have experienced what I call “virtual reality” with the intent to alter our perception and change our minds. All of us have experienced bruises and scarring over different areas of the body. The women have been subjected to both virtual rape and a simulated rape while they were awake. The sex act that I experienced was done to me the exact same time in the exact manner for three days and on the fourth when I began to bleed they stopped. During that time, they made you feel like you could not move your legs and they called you dirty names. I also experienced a simulated gunshot to the head. This had all the theatrics of what I believe a real gunshot would feel like. It was around three o’clock in the morning and I woke up with pain in my right ear, a bouncing of the brain inside my head, I began to feel like my body from my head to my toes was falling asleep followed by coldness and stiffness. I felt and could smell the stickiness of blood on the said of my face. I then heard a man’s voice say “Janice, this is what a gunshot to the head feels like. That was over sixteen years ago, and I am still being tortured.

I do not use drugs, sell drugs, am not a terrorist and I have never been mentally ill.

Many of the victims have had the use of weapons and technology used on them to make them appear mentally ill. When they try to explain what is happening to them and they tell their families or doctors they are sent for mental evaluations and misdiagnosed as delusional. They all have the same diagnosis. There now is an organization that provides credible information to the hospitals to get these people released. Some of course do not know what is really happening and are given psychiatric medications that they do not need.

These people are subjected to the same technology that the Coast Guard uses on pirates where they speak to them from afar. The same technology where five Taliban were captured by them believing that soldiers had them surrounded. This was the use of holograms and voices until the real military got to them and captured them. They had their hands behind their back and were down on their knees.

Our vehicles have been the subject of speeding up, stopping in the middle of the street, radios being turned on and off. I once filled my tank with gas and my car wouldn’t start. I had my car towed and later that night I was with a friend driving past the garage and a man was leaning against my car that I would later recognize and see many times later.

 When I got the car home there was a nickel sized hole in the grill. The garage denied doing it. Another time a gold colored Thunderbird pulled in front of my car and I could see the man in the side mirror laughing. He was right up against my bumper. My transmission oil leaked out. When I took the car to the mechanic he showed me the same perfectly round nickel sized hole in the core of my transmission that was in my grill.

The LBGT victims are subjected to trying to make them believe they are straight. I had a detective friend who was black, and I was subjected to being called N Lover over and over for months. He went to a lawyer with me to show support for me when I tried to explain what was going on.

This program we believe is the secret behind the Patriot Act that our senators continue to renew without examining the results and issues of this program. Suicides are on the rise within this group of victims. There are now support groups in every state and even some safe houses for victims.  Under the Obama administration there was the Bioethical Committee in which many victims testified. Some were lawyers and doctors whose lives had been altered by this program, but nothing was ever done. Just a committee.

None of us can understand what we did or why we are treated in this manner. Nobody should be abused mentally, sexually or physically by any military complex, CIA, FBI DEA or any other agency in this manner. Where are the voices of congress that should be investigating these programs? I know what waterboarding is because they did it to me and told me what it was.

We need another Church Committee to investigate this. We don’t need another Patriot Act renewal without the truth being told. Congress needs to listen to us and see who we are and that we deserve better from our country.

I believe that we should not be experiments or used by Quantico for training purposes and we deserve to have the opportunity to live as others and to exercise free will that we have been denied for years. Our lives have been ruined and for no reason. We deserve an explanation for the abuse. We believe that this must stop.

I am 70 years old and I have been a victim since I was 51 years old. During that time, I have seen children that were visiting me as young as seven get tortured during the night. Victims have had their children targeted. What has this country become and why does the congress ignore the complaints. There is no oversite or supervision of the men and women that abuse us. We ask that an investigation into the misuse of the enhanced interrogation technology.

Monday, May 21, 2018

Here we go again. I just woke up and the threat today is soon as you write that Senator there will be two policemen knocking on your door to arrest you. Daily this is a complete this is it for 20 years this is their method this silence you.

Tuesday, May 15, 2018

Latest bruises. My knee was hit last night.

Sunday, May 13, 2018

Subliminal mind games

Subliminal mind games are dangerous.  Here is an example: All night I was being told that I had nobody here to help me. I was alone etc. These type of comments are not meant to help you but to put you in a certain frame of mind. When you call them on what they are doing they then start the chatter of threats. When you call them on the threats then they try to convince you they are warning you. It's just a mind game done by a corrupt agency by people who don't care about other people. The saddest thing of all is that our government allows mental and physical torture for no reason whatsoever perhaps to train these jackasses with no Integrity no morals but whatever it is it isn't to help you it isn't to do anything but harm you. If you are one of these people that are Target then my suggestion to you do not believe them when they are kind to you do not believe them when they are targeting you with abuse do not believe them on anything. The name of the game is to get you to change something. They are not nice people they were not hired because of what they have they were hired because of what they lack. As there are more and more targets some of these men and women will definitely have relatives family members that they care about as targets. They will have to live with the fact that the Legacy they leave behind for their children is this program. It is the whistleblowers on this program that are the honest people not the ones doing it. Remember that the American Psychiatric association has condemned this program has even went as far to say that they would pull the license of any psychiatrist who is working with the military or any other agency with this program. These aren't psychiatrist psychiatrist don't do this.

Friday, May 11, 2018

Minding my own business when I felt blood running down my face...woke up to being sexually assaulted.

Sunday, May 06, 2018

NSA tripled its phone record collection in 2017 Shared from my Google feed

Friday, May 04, 2018

My skin where they have hit me.

This was taken outside my window.

Taking in my bedroom that big black Rob was standing over me

I have been harassed all night. I now have cramps where they have been playing with me. Everytime I threatened to go to my Senator or to file a complaint with the Inspector General they threatened me with a constable arrest anything they can think of that they think will manipulate me into stopping what I am doing. This is exactly what is on the wheel of control. Do not let these morons they ignorant SOB stop you from filing complaints.

Thursday, April 26, 2018

Example of the bruises that I wake up with.

Wednesday, April 25, 2018

I see the dark shadow and I can feel them zapping my chest.

Wednesday, April 18, 2018

DHS accidentally releases FOIA on remote mind control.  See link above

Sunday, April 15, 2018

Saturday, April 14, 2018

This is a burn

Friday, April 13, 2018

Burns on outside clothing

Thursday, April 12, 2018

This is a picture of my camera where I took a picture of the burn.


Since I sent a letter to the Intelligence Committee the perverts have burned me for hours at a time.  I have photos of my back. Now it is the right buttocks and thigh. It feels like a brush burn. WPO next.

Friday, March 30, 2018

Trying to go to sleep but instead of sleep I'm getting threatened because I want to contact one of my Senators about this program. So I try to lay on my right side and they hit my right side or my left side with whatever technology or weapons they are using.

Sunday, March 18, 2018

Of course when I lay down to watch TV I was knocked out. When I awoke I was threatened that if I went to my Senator regarding this torture I would be sent for a mental examination. No surprise here that's what most of the victims have had to tolerate.

Wednesday, March 14, 2018

Blue Light

Blue light on ceiling burning groin. Someone is getting their jollies off. PERVERTS

Tuesday, March 13, 2018

Last night I saw the pervert that was bald with glasses. These two cent psychiatrist that work at Quantico or another government agency continue to sexually assault women. First comes the abuse and attacks and now sexually assaults . This is followed by a round of subliminal bullcrap. The burning of my vagina is their thrill and helps these impetent asses to get their jollies off. They will knock you out, place bullshit vertual visions as part of this remote enhanced interrogation or as they call it " helping you" . I never heard of a rapist helping anyone especially one that subjects small children to this program. Just another illegal government experiment.

Tuesday, March 06, 2018

Went to drugstore to get something for my cold. A lady came in and stood beside me repeated word for word what my niece text me about her flu. LOL is this all they have to do?

Sunday, February 25, 2018

Who in the hell gave our government or any agency of it the right to modify someone's Behavior because they don't like it or they think it isn't thinking the right way? I am sick and tired of being used by our government and Quantico. I am not a test subject I haven't done anything that they have the right to change and they can kiss my ass

5:15 in the morning

This morning I was in that not quite awake stage of my sleep when I heard a male voice say this isn't going to hurt you.  He was going to have anal sex. This is their character and their program. I understand that my records are at Quantico.  I guess I will now go for them. If these men are not mentally deranged nobody is.

Friday, February 16, 2018

Friday, February 09, 2018

Another threat. This time they tried to manipulate me by putting me in a virtual dream where people were killing people about papers. I woke up to hear they are after papers you have...bullcrap.
Yesterday it was a man and he asked me if I was going with him. Hell no...more bullcrap. Does an attempt to scare me or to manipulate me so that they can twist my mind and some way. Nobody wants me to go anywhere nobody wants any papers it's a bunch of bullcrap.

Then they threatened to put me in a stupor and make me lazy. 

Sunday, February 04, 2018

We already do but it is denied and classified.

Link to judge that resigned


There are tens of thousands of people who are being tortured and under surveillance. If a FISA warrant takes many layers and is only ordered for people who have ties to ISIS or foreign countries then how did they get warrants to spy on these people?  99% of these people have no ties to either. The FISA court either wasn't used and there aren't any warrants or the FISA court is a joke.
If anyone can remember the fisa court issued warrants for some of the FBI agents mother-in-law's Ex-Wives Etc. They were being pushed through so fast that one judge resigned saying it had become corrupt and what they were doing was probably illegal. I will look up the article and post.
Some of the victims only crimes are accordingly are Tha
T they are gay or black.

Friday, February 02, 2018

Anytime you see black images often with what looks like a pitchfork on a photo that is these ignorant unethical a holes burning or messing with you.  This was on my crotch their favorite playing place.

Thursday, February 01, 2018

Threats, pain and blackmail is on their agenda last night and today. A threat of flew like symptoms is what they think will work to control.
When you get a threat no matter what it is then do what they are trying to stop.
In the photo below the black is causing pain in my neck and that is their way of tracking me. The chatter never stops they talk all day long and all night long.

Thursday, January 25, 2018

Wednesday, January 24, 2018

NSA camera tampering

When I went to bed last night my camera in my room was on. I heard this high pitched sound for about two minutes. I looked at the playback and my face was covered with what looked like a huge piece of putty. No eyes, mouth or nose could be seen. I had picked them up.
This morning my camera was total black and the video with them had been erased. The camera did not record from 1:49 am until 6:00 and then it recorded for only a second at a time.  They had tampered with my camera.

I woke up this morning and I hear something about when I tell you you're going to put on a negligee. I checked my SmartCam in my bedroom and it had stopped recording from 1:14 this morning until 6 I had no record even though it was on continuous record. That means that they blackened it out. In fact the photo was solid black when I check the cam and I had to report it to the legal department of SmartCam that it did not work for a total of 6 hours.

Monday, January 22, 2018

Republicans consider releasing some classified intel behind memo alleging FISA abuses Shared from my Google feed

Sunday, January 21, 2018


Today I started my story to send to the ACLU and to my senator. Tonight I have been burned in my private area. I took photos to send of various areas of my body including the top of my head.

Saturday, January 13, 2018

Charley horses

Mysterious marks

Charley horse in leg.

Wednesday, January 10, 2018

Just walked in the door fed the dog let him outside and lay down on the couch. They are burning me with Direct Energy or frequencies I'm not quite sure what. If I take a picture you will see what looks like a witches no a devils pitchfork and at the end of that is where I'm burned.

Tuesday, January 09, 2018

Morning wake-up

This morning I was called the C word....goes to show the character of these men and women.  I also was able to snap a pic of a hologram on my private area. Victims use your cameras when you feel something. You would be surprised at the pics.

Sunday, January 07, 2018


Saturday, January 06, 2018

They are telling me that I will commit suicide....that is how sick this program is and how unethical the men and women who participate in it are.
Of course they are burning me. I printed out 50 photos to send to senators and different organizations.  Tomorrow I will add the descriptions to them....Monday send them.
I am tired of their burning and torture as I should be after 17 years.

Friday, December 29, 2017

Friday, December 22, 2017


I heard a man say this about this past year. Gaslighting so you don't believe your own truths.
That's the psychological game the NSA and other agencies use on victims only it is for years and years.
702 in the Patriot Act needs to be taken out.

Friday, December 15, 2017

Wednesday, December 06, 2017

We need to get MRI

Tuesday, December 05, 2017

Sunday, December 03, 2017

Saturday, December 02, 2017

This is a picture of the headboard above my head in my bedroom.

This is my back after a night of torture.
This was taken in my bedroom and the small dots appeared once the picture was taken.

Photo of attack on my back

Ceiling in my bedroom

Thursday, November 30, 2017

Tuesday, November 28, 2017

Enhanced interrogation

There is something about this so called mind control that causes a person to eat excessively when they wake you. When watching TV they knock you out maybe it's only for 15 minutes but when you wake up you are hungry. You may have just eaten before you laid down but you are hungry when you wake up.
Two things for sure sexual assault is a continuation of the abuse along with the targeting of the legs and back. It doesn't matter that they erase most of the torture from your mind because the bruises remain.  Across my back are tiny pin holes that got there by the men and women who participate in this torture.
May their loved ones go through what they are doing to us. Seventeen years of torture including rape and a simulation of a gunshot to the head.  These immoral men and women show their character or lack of on a daily basis.

Monday, November 20, 2017


A person goes to bed to sleep not to have their private parts zapped or burned. Obviously these men and women believe that if the man in the White House can sexually assault women they can do it to.

I think if enough victims are willing to come forward that together we can get some attention.  Who's with me?